Monday, July 30, 2012

Gadyams

GADYAMS R BASED ON SHABDA BRAHMANA...FROM SHABDA BRAHMANA ARISES THE NADA BRAHMANA WHICH IS THE REMEDY....SUM SHABDAS ORIGINATE FROM MULADHARA, SUM FROM SWADISHTANA, SUM FROM MANIPURA, SUM FROM VISHUDDA, SUM FROM ANAHATA, SUM FROM AAGYA AND SUM OTHERS FROM SAHASRARA...THE PRAYOGI WATCHES FOR SIGNALS FROM THE NATURE AND SINGS THE GADYAMS IN RESPONSE...HE HAS TO SEE WHETHER IT IS DAY OR NIGHT, WHETHER THERE IS LIGHT OR DARKNESS OR TWILIGHT, WHETHER IT IS WINDY, WHETHER IT IS LULL, WHETHER IT IS STROMY, WHETHER IT IS RAINING OR DRY, WHETHER IT IS HOT OR COLD, WHETHER IT IS FOREST OR A NORMAL PLACE ETC., AT ANY POINT OF TIME HE OBSERVES ATLEAST 1008 ASPECTS BEFORE SINGING ANY GADYAM... HE HAS TO BE ALERT AND SHOULD KEEP WATCHING FOR THE SAKUNAM.. SO IT IS NOT THE SAME ALL THE TIME...ACCORDING TO THE EMERGENCE OF AKSHARAS HE HAS TO SING THE GADYAM....SUM TIMES THE NEED MAY RUN IN TO HOURS OR IT MAY BE FOR A FEW MINUTES... IF HE IS IN A CROWD, HE HAS TO SEE THE FACES OF PEOPLE AROUND HIM....FROM THE FACES HE WILL BE ABLE TO ANALYSE THE PROBLEMS OF THE CONCERNED PERSON, THEIR LINEAGE, THEIR MANES, THEIR PITRUS AND THE ASTROLOGICAL SEQUENCES... SO HE MUST BE PATIENT TO GATHER ALL THE AKSHARA BHAVAS OF PEOPLE AROUND HIM, THE ENVIRONMENTAL CIRCUMASTANCES AROUND HIM, THE SAKUNAM ASPECT AND THEN DOES AN ANALYSIS TO FIND OUT THE GADYAM APPLICABLE AT THAT POINT OF TIME....THE ANALYSIS NORMALLY OF THE ENTIRE SITUATION IS DONE IN JUST AROUND 180 SECONDS IE., 3 MINUTES.... HE HAS TO BE FAST AND ACCURATE... AND THEN FLOWS THE GADYAM....


OH HOW BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL IT WOULD BE OF THAT VEDIC SCHOLAR, FOR IF HE CANNOT UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF WHAT HE RECITES, AT LEAST ENJOY THE PHONETICS BEHIND THE NADA BRAHMANA OF THE VEDAS.....

VEDAS DISPEL IGNORANCE, STILL MAKE YOU WONDER AT LIFE.... THERE ARE MANY WHO CAN SING VEDIC HYMNS, BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF IT..... EVEN SOME WHO ARE GOOD AT INTERPRETATION OF THE VEDAS, SELDOM FOLLOW IT....

OUR COUNTRY IS WHERE THE VEDAS ORIGINATED, HARDLY YOU CAN FIND PEOPLE PRACTICING IT.... MOST OF THE SO CALLED BRAHMINS RECITE IT BEAUTIFULLY, BUT HARDLY ARE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND OR IMPLEMENT.... EVEN IF IMPLEMENTED IT IS MORE SELECTIVE AND CONVENIENCE IS THE GUIDING WORD....

THIS SAD STATE OF AFFAIRS SHOULD BE PAINING FOR PEOPLE LIKE US...

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Sarvam Khalvidam Brahma

The concept of sarvam khalvidam brham is based on your accepting life for what it is. Acceptacne becomes the Closest proximity to God.


The very aspect of human life is you have come here for observation. Observe, do not analyze. Even if you analyze, do not conclude Evenif you conclude, do not Judge. Even if you judge, do not deliver.


The life of a human being is more life a tree. The tree keeps on growing, as the tree keeps on growing, many branches develop. These branches are the minds and on the branches come the birds which sit there tochat. And the birds are the thoughts. Some birds stay there for some time, some birds live permanently. Some birds just come once in a while. Some birds come very rarely. Thoughts do keep coming and going but the tree keeps on growing.The one end of the tree, at some point of the time is the life of the soul,touches the heaven. Please note the roots of the tree would have touched thehell.


In spiritualistic world, whether you work for it or not, itis the will of the God, you may get it or you may not get it. In materialistic world, if you work for it, you get it. Where as in the spiritualistic matters,work is not definite criteria, because spiritualism cannot have any goals.

Truth mean as it is observed, as it is seen and nottailor-made. It is just like the cloth that comes our of the loom, it is notlike the cloth which has gone to the tailor’s shop and made as a shirt or apant, suiting the measurements of a person, that is tailor made.


At the particular point of time, the make and female forgeteach other when they totally forget themselves; it is only a pure concept oflove, and infact it is not passion, but compassion.


Nirvana means, it is not just the external costume. It hasgot nothing to do with the external dress. Nirvana means the mind is totallydropped. It doesn’t mean that the mind does not function, but the egoisticmind, the outer mind is dropped and the inner mind starts functioning.

“Aware that anger blocks communication and creates suffering, we are determined to take care of the energy of anger when it arises and to recognize and transform the seeds of anger that lie deep in our consciousness. When anger comes up, weare determined not to do or say anything, but to practice mindful breathing ormindful walking and acknowledge, embrace and look deeply into our anger. Wewill learn to look with the eyes of compassion at those we think are the cause of our anger.
“The very three philosophical premises, constitute the entire concept of life, the three streams of Sathyam,shivam and Sundaram constitute of life and that is basically Satchitanand.Sathya, Chitha and Ananda is Sathyam, Shivam and Sundaram. So a man first hasto accept life, then the man comes to a stage where he observes life. By observing life, he attains a very supreme stage of love and compassion. Then the celestial dance happens inside him, it transforms him into some thing very beautiful.”

Prayogams

(1)  I WAS DOING A PRAYOGAM IN THE FOREST CALLED 'PRERANA'...THERE WERE ABOUT 8 SO CALLED BRAHMINS HELPING ME OUT....ONE PARTICULAR ROOT WHICH WE OFFER IN THE HOMAM WAS PROCURED THREE NIGHTS BEFORE ON THE NIGHT OF SUKLA PAKSHA CHATHURDASI....IT IS NORMALLY WRAPPED IN A PLANTAIN TREE LEAF AND KEPT...SUDDENLY WHEN I ASKED FOR IT, THE BRAHMINS STARTED SEARCHING FOR IT....I TOO SEARCHED....IT WAS MISSING...I ASKED THE BRAHMINS TO CONTINUE THE HOMAM WITH GHEE, OTHER HERBS AND SAMITHS...I JUST SAW THE PRASHNA BHAVAM....IT POINTED TOWARDS FURTHER SOUTH IN THE FOREST... I WALKED MAY BE AROUND ANOTHER 10 MILES...THERE WAS A VERY BIG BANYAN TREE...NEAR BY THERE WAS A SMALL RIVULET...I JUST HAD A BATH AND CAME NEAR THE BANYAN TREE....BELOW THE TREE WAS A BEAUTIFUL ROCK...ON THAT WAS A WONDERFUL CARVING OF YOGA NRUSIMHA... I WAS WONDERSTRUCK WITH HIS BEAUTY...I MEDITATED FOR ABOUT HALF AN HOUR AND THEN I CHANTED THE MANTRA RAJAPADA MOOLA MANTRAN FOR ABOUT HALF AN HOUR...A VERY OLD MAN CAME THERE AND ASKED ME WHAT IS IT I AM DOING...I JUST TOLD HIM THIS MURTHY CARVED IS SO BEAUTIFUL...SO I GOT VERY ATTACHED TO IT AND THAT I WAS PRAYING...HE ASKED ME THE PURPOSE OF MY PRAYING...I SAID I JUST ENJOY PRAYERS...MOST LIKELY THERE IS NO PURPOSE...HE LAUGHED AT ME AND ASKED WHETHER I WAS PRAYING FOR THE ROOT THAT WAS KEPT IN THE BANANA LEAF...I WAS DUMB FOUNDED...HE TOOK IT OUT FROM A SMALL BAG WHICH HE WAS CARRYING...
 I PROSTRATED HIM...HE SAID WILL U NOT HUG ME? AND THEN I HUGGED HIM...HE SAID GO FAST AND COMPLETE THE PRAYOGAM...I JUST WALKED A FEW STEPS AND WANTED TO SEE HIM ONCE AGAIN...HE WAS NOT THERE..I TOOK IT AS THE BLESSINGS OF LORD NRUSIMHA AND WALKED BACK TO COMPLETE THE PRAYOGAM 'PRERANA'...LORD'S WAYS R MYSTERIOUS...WONDER HIM....PRAISE THE LORD....

(2)  THE OTHER DAY DUE TO SUM PRAYOGAM PURPOSE I WAS WEARING RINGS 2 ON MY LEFT FINGERS AND 3 ON MY RIGHT....I WAS WEARING A CHAIN TOO...AFTER A LONG TIME I MET AN GOOD OLD FRIEND OF MINE NEAR A BUS STOP...ON SEEING THE RINGS AND MY CHAIN HE ASKED ME...ON ROAD 5 LACS OR 6 LACS?....I SMILED AT HIM...I TOLD HIM IF U CUM WITH ME I CAN SHOW U SUMTHING MORE BEAUTIFUL....I HAD A CLOTH AND I ASKED HIM TO HOLD THE CLOTH...HE HELD IT FOR ME...I REMOVED ALL THE RINGS AND THE CHAIN AND TIED THE CLOTH...I HAD ONE MORE CLOTH IN THE BAG AND I MADE IT LIKE A SMALL BALL...I SAID JUST FEEL IT...HE SAID ITS TOO HEAVY...NOW SEE THE TAMASHA I SAID...JUST KEEP WALKING WITH ME....WE WENT ON THE MAIN ROAD...BY LANES....I WAS JUST SEARCHING...HE WAS PUZZLED AT MY BEHAVIOR...I SAID WE HAVE TO WALK FAST....I SAW A WOMAN 

AND UNDERSTOOD THAT SHE IS THE PERSON I AM SEARCHING FOR... SHE HAD KEPT SUM MANGOES IN A BIG BASKET.SHE WAS BUSY CALLING AUTOS....SHE HAD ALSO A BUNDLE OF SUM CURRY LEAVES ON TOP NEATLY STACKED IN A SACK...I ASKED HIM TO PURCHASE TWO MANGOES FROM HER...AS HE WAS DOING IT, I JUST SLIPPED THE BUNDLE IN TO HER CURRY LEAVES SACK...WE JUST LEFT THE PLACE...HE ASKED ME WHERE IS THE BUNDLE...I SAID WHERE R THE MANGOES...HE TOOK IT OUT FROM BAG...I SAID WHO KNOWS...PROBABLY IT HAS GONE WITH THE CURRY LEAVES....HE WAS STUNNED...I SAID TO MY FRIEND...NOW TELL ME WHAT IS MY WORTH ON ROAD?....HE ASKED WHATS ALL THIS....I SAID THIS IS CALLED PRAYOGAM...I DONT THINK HE UNDERSTOOD...



(3)  THERE IS A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'BRAHMAKALPA' WHICH I DO IN THE FOREST... THE TRIBALS HELP ME IN A BIG WAY... I NEED 3 'VASHAS' OF JACKALS/FOXES/HYENAS URINE....FRESH ONE....IT HAS TO BE CONSUMED WITHIN 12 HOURS OF TAKING OUT....WHEN I NEED TO DO 'BRAHMAKALPA' I INFORM THE TRIBALS WELL IN ADVANCE... I GO TO THE FOREST TWO THREE DAYS BEFORE THE PRAYOGAM... THEY TAKE A LOT OF PAINS TO COLLECT IT...3 VASHAS IS ALMOST 21 LITRES....IT HAS TO BE MIXED WITH THE EXTRACT OF A ROOT CALLED 'VAMSA VRITHI'... THIS PRAYOGAM WE DO IT FOR THE WELFARE OF FAMILIES FOR GENERATIONS... IT IS AN AAPATHU SAMHARA PARAYOGAM....TO AVOID BIG CALAMITIES IN THE FAMILY AND WORLD...THE MIXTURE IS CONSUMED IN ABOT 5 HOURS TIME IN SMALL DOSES AND THE HOMAM IS DONE IN ABOUT 5 HOURS...AFTER CONSUMPTION WE HAVE TO CONTINUOUSLY KEEP BATHING FOR 48 HOURS...AFTER THAT WE DO THE PRAYASCHITHA RAKSHA BHAIRAVA HOMAM....REALLY WITH BHAIRAVA'S GRACE I ENJOY DOING THIS PRAYOGAM..
(4)  A TELEPHONE CALL OF TODAY....BRINGS BACK GOOD OLD MEMORIES..
I WAS IN THE FOREST DOING A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'DHEERA'...THE HOMAM WAS GOING ON.....DEEP IN MY CHANTING... I COULD HEAR THE CRYING OF A CHILD... I JUST STOPPED THE HOMAM.... I JUST LEFT IN THE DIRECTION OF CRY....AFTER TRAVELLING 5 MILES SOUTH I REACHED A SPOT WHERE THERE WAS A SMALL RIVULET...I CROSSED THE RIVULET AND NEAR THE BUSH OF A TREE I SAW A FEMALE BABY MAY BE 15 DAYS OLD CRYING.... SHE STOPPED CRYING AS SOON AS I TOOK HER IN MY HAND... I CROSSED THE RIVULET AND CAME BACK TO THE SPOT WHERE I WAS DOING HOMAM..I REQUESTED THE TRIBALS TO FEED HER WITH SUM MILK...ONE OF THE BRAHMINS WHO WAS ASSISTING ME IN THE HOMAM SAID...IS IT NOT A SACRILEGE TO LEAVE A PRAYOGAM IN THE MIDDLE... I SAID DEEP IN MY CHANTING WITH LORD'S GRACE I HEARD THE CRY OF A CHILD, 5 MILES AWAY FROM THIS SPOT...I HAD TO SHORTEN THE PRAYER BCOS THE CRIES OF THE CHILD INCITED THE PASSIONS OF A MOTHER INSIDE ME....U DONT WORRY...I WILL DO THE NECESSARY PRAYASCHITHAM FOR THE VIGNAM... AFTER COMPLETION OF THE PRAYOGAM...I TOOK THE CHILD AND LEFT THE FOREST...I GAVE IT TO CHILDLESS COUPLE IN COIMBATORE TO BRING HER UP AS THEIR CHILD...JUST NOW I RECEIVED A CALL FROM HER FATHER, THAT SHE HAS ATTAINED PUBERTY....NOW SHE IS 12 YEARS OLD....LORD'S GRACE...
(5) I WAS DOING SUM PRAYOGAM IN THE FOREST...SUM SO CALLED BRAHMINS WERE THERE WITH ME TO HELP ME...THAT DAY WE WERE DOING A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'JAMBHAVI'...THE HOMAM IS BEING DONE BY THE BRAHMINS...I SIT ABOUT 12 FEET AWAY...I HAVE TO SIT IN AN YANTRA MANDALA NEATLY DRAWN... I HAVE TO EAT 16666 CHILLIES IN 72 HOURS OF TIME WITHOUT DRINKING WATER... REAL ASURA VIDYA... ONE OF THE BRAHMINS ALMOST FAINTED ON SEEING THIS SINCE HE WAS NEW IN MY GROUP... HE ASKED ME HOW DO U DO THIS? I SMILED AT HIM AND SAID...I AM NOT THE DOER...LORD IS THE DOER...LORD ALWAYS TAKES CARE OF EVERY ONE....HIS COMPASSION FOR ALL IS TREMENDOUS... EVEN TODAY THAT BOY WHENEVER HE SEES ME IS SCARED OF ME... R U NOT SCARED? 

(6)  MANY MANY YEARS BACK TO DO SUM PRAYOGAM I HAD GONE TO INDONESIA...ONE OF THE BIG ISLANDS WITH A VERY RICH FOREST IS IRIANJAYA....VERY BEAUTIFUL....I WAS VERY DEEP INSIDE THE FOREST DOING A MEDITATION... IT IS CALLED..'SUKARNADIKARI'.... AFTER TWO DAYS OF DEEP MEDITATION..WHEN I OPENED MY EYES I WAS TOTALLY IN A DIFFERENT PLACE....SUM TRIBALS HAD SHIFTED ME TO THEIR HAMLET.... I DO NOT KNOW THEIR LANGUAGE NOR THEY HAD ANY KNOWLEDGE OF ENGLISH...ONCE I OPENED MY EYES THEY BROUGHT THREE COBRAS, QUITE HUGE ONES AND LEFT THEM AT A DISTANCE FROM ME...THEY WERE ALL STANDING IN A CIRCLE AROUND ME AND PRAYING TO LORD... THE COBRAS JUST CAME NEAR ME STOPPED...RAISED THEIR HOODS AND WENT PAST ME... LORDS GRACE... THEN THEY BROUGHT THREE VIPERS WHICH R EQUALLY POSONOUS... THEY TOO CAME NEAR ME AND LEFT PAST ME...FINALLY THEY BROUGHT THE BIGGEST OF ALL A KING COBRA AROUND 18 TO 19 FEET IN LENGTH...NORMALLY KING COBRAS WHEN THEY RAISE THEIR HOOD THEY STAND UP ONE THIRD OF THEIR ENTIRE LENGTH...IE., MORE THAN 6 FEET... THE KING COBRA ALMOST RAISED THE HOOD AND WAS DANCING FOR MORE THAN HALF AN HOUR BEFORE THAT LEFT....THEN FROM NO WHERE ONE OF THEIR OWN TRIBES MAN CAME AND SPOKE TO ME IN BROKEN ENGLISH....HE ASKED SUM THING LIKE THIS....WHO U? WHY HERE CUM? WHAT PLACE?..I SAID I AM JUST A TRAVELER...I LIKE FOREST...I CUM FROM INDIA...THEN THE CHIEF OF THE TRIBE TOLD HIM SUM THING IN HIS LANGUAGE AND THE MAN WHO SPOKE TO ME IN BROKEN ENGLISH ASKED ME..U PRAY GOD?...I WAS STUNNED...I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY...HE THEN ASKED ME...U CUM FOR PRAYERS?...I WAS WONDER STRUCK...HOW DID THESE PPL KNOW IT? THEN I GATHERED COURAGE AND ASKED HIM ...HOW DO U KNOW IT... HE LAUGHED AND SAID...OUR GODS SAID..OUR SNAKES R THE GOD'S MESSENGERS.. THEY DONT HARM GOD PEOPLE...THEY KNOW...OF ALL THE KING COBRA RAISED ITS HOOD AND DANCED HALF HOUR BEFORE U... IT DONT DANCE BEFORE OUR PRIEST FOR EVEN 2 MINUTES..THEN THEY OFFERED ME FRUITS TO EAT...THEY GAVE ME RICE PORRIDGE..I REQUESTED THEM TO ALLOW ME TO STAY FOR ANOTHER 4 DAYS AND THEY ALLOWED...THEY ESCORTED ME BACK FROM THE FOREST TO THE SHORE...I TRAVELLED BACK IN A BOAT FOR 7 DAYS TO REACH KOTA KINABALU IN MALAYSIA...LORDS GRACE....PURELY LORDS GRACE...EVEN TODAY I KEEP WONDERING ABOUT THIS..


(7)  IT WAS QUITE WARM DAY IN SUMMER IN THE FOREST....I WAS FEELING QUITE THIRSTY...I COULD NOT FIND ANY RIVULET INSIDE NOR ANY WATER...I WAS WALKING DEEP INSIDE SEARCHING FOR SUM JUICY FRUIT....NOTHING WAS AVAILABLE.....I THOUGHT LORD MUST BE HAVING SUM REASON FOR THIS AND THAT I CANT UNDERSTAND...I SAW A SAGE IN THE FOREST...HE ASKED ME WHAT I WAS DOING IN THIS PART OF THE FOREST...I PAID MY RESPECTS TO HIM AND TOLD HIM...I JUST CUM HERE, ROAM AROUND AND SPEND MY TIME...I ALSO TOLD HIM...WHEN MY EGO LEVELS GO UP, I PREFER SOLITUDE AND HENCE IN FOREST MY EGO GETS TOTALLY DISSIPATED...ONCE DISSIPATED I LEAVE THE FOREST... HE LAUGHED...HE SAID I CAN PROVE THAT ALL THAT U TOLD IS A LIE...WOULD U LIKE TO CHALLENGE ME... I SAID I DONT LIKE CHALLENGES IN LIFE...I JUST WOULD LIKE TO ACCEPT OUT RIGHT DEFEAT...HE LAUGHED VERY LOUDLY....IN THAT HOT SUMMER DAY WITHIN SECONDS CLOUDS GATHERED AND IT STARTED RAINING HEAVILY...HE SAID WHAT U REQUIRE I HAVE GIVEN...DRINK IT TO YOUR HEART CONTENT...I REQUIRE SUMTHING FROM U....I SAID 'YES'... BY LORDS GRACE I MUST BE ABLE TO DO IT....HE SAID PLEASE GO 3 MILES WEST OF THIS PLACE...THERE IS A BIG BANYAN TREE...PLEASE DO THE PRAYOGAM ..'AMRITA VARSHINI' AND PRAY FOR THE WELFARE OF ALL...AFTER THAT HE VANISHED IN TO THE FOREST... LORDS GRACE I HAD THE DARSHAN OF THE MIGHTY 'DEVENDRA' THAT DAY...I CONTINUED MY JOURNEY TO THE BANYAN TREE AND DID THE PRAYOGAM...REALLY IT WAS A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE...PURELY LORDS GRACE...PRAISE THE LORD..

(8)  IT WAS QUITE A COLD DAY IN THE FOREST....AS USUAL WAS WALKING DOWN...I HAD ALREADY COVERED AROUND 10 MILES...ANOTHER 10 MILES TO GO....INTERESTINGLY THAT DAY I FOUND THE SAME PLACE REAPPEARING MANY TIMES...I THOUGHT THE LORD WAS TRYING TO CONVEY SUMTHING....SO I JUST STOPPED NEAR A TREE AND SAT DOWN NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO FURTHER...I WAS A BIT TIRED AND STARTED SLEEPING..SUDDENLY A GUSH OF HOT AIR WAS BEING BLOWN ON MY FACE AND I WOKE UP TO FIND A HUGE ELEPHANT BEFORE ME...IT RAISED ITS TRUNK AND GAVE A LOUD NOISE...IT JUST TURNED AND STARTED WALKING AND I THOUGHT THIS IS SUM MESSAGE FROM THE LORD AND I STARTED WALKING BEHIND IT....I WAS WALKING BEHIND IT FOR MORE THAN TWO HOURS AND IT FINALLY STOOD BEFORE A SMALL CAVE IN ONE OF THE MOUNTAINS IN THE FOREST....I JUST ENTERED THE CAVE....THERE WAS A LOT OF WATER DRIPPING INSIDE THE CAVE...THRU SUM OPENING ON THE MOUNTAIN, THERE WAS SUM LIGHT BECAUSE OF THE SUN SINCE IT WAS JUST AROUND NOON TIME....IT WAS QUITE A HUGE CAVE... AND I WENT AROUND IT IN THE INSIDE TO FIND OUT WHY I WAS GUIDED TO THAT CAVE...I SPENT ALMOST 3 HOURS TO FIGURE IT OUT...AT AROUND 3 PM IN THE AFTERNOON I SAW SUMTHING SPECTACULAR HAPPENING RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES....THE SUN'S RAYS DIRECTLY ENTERED THRU THE LARGE HOLE IN THE MOUNTAIN AND FELL ON THE WALL OF THE CAVE AND THE WALL BECAME REDDISH IN COLOR AND I SAW THERE WAS A HUGE BEAUTIFUL SCULPT WORK OF 'KAPAALA TANTRIKA GANAPATHY' WITH SIXTEEN HANDS AND DIFFERENT WEAPONS...WITH A HUGE KAPALA MALA...AND SITTING ON A THRONE MADE OF SKULLS...I WAS SO MOVED AND WANTED TO DO A PRAYOGAM CALLED, 'SWARA SUDHA JEEVA KRITHI'....BUT FOR THAT I NEEDED A LOT OF BANANAS AND BILVA PATRA...IN MY ECSTASY I CAME RUNNING OUT OF THE CAVE AND FOUND TO MY SURPRISE A LOT OF BANANAS AND BILVA PATRA AND FLOWERS....REAL HUGE QUANTITIES....I WAS DAMN SURPRISED AND AS I LOOKED IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION IN THE OPPOSITE HILL A HERD OF ELEPHANTS WERE STANDING AND SHOUTING RAISING THEIR TRUNK....I THANKED LORD GANAPATHY AND PERFORMED THE PRAYOGAM FOR THE WELFARE OF MASSES BY STAYING THERE FOR THREE DAYS...LORD'S COMPASSION AND GRACE CANNOT BE ESTIMATED AT ALL...HE IS 'APRAMEYA'..UNMEASURABLE.....SUPERB...WONDERFUL...NO WORDS... AS I THINK OF THIS INCIDENT NOW, MY EYES R FILLED WITH TEARS...PRAISE THE LORD...LORDS GRACE...

(9)  ONE DAY MYSELF AND SRIMAN.BALAKRISHNA SASTRY (WHO ATTAINED LORDS FEET 2 YEARS BACK) WERE WALKING IN THE FOREST....HEAVY RAINS STARTED AND HE GOT DRENCHED LIKE ME TOTALLY....SUDDENLY HE STARTED HAVING HIGH FEVER...LUCKY I CAME ACROSS TWO TRIBALS AND SENT HIM TO THEIR HAMLET FOR REST AND TREATMENT...I WENT INSIDE THE FOREST JUST ABOUT 7 MILES FROM THE ROAD WHERE SUM MORE BRAHMINS HAD CUM...SUM TRIBALS WERE THERE FOR ASSISTANCE....I WAS FEELING BAD FOR SASTRY....HE ALWAYS LOVED TO SIT WITH ME IN THE PRAYOGAMS AND I WAS VERY BADLY MISSING HIM...FOR 2 DAYS I HAD TO DO SUM PRAYOGA PRAYASCHITTHAMS...AFTER 4 HOURS BALAKRISHNA SASTRY ALONG WITH TWO TRIBALS FROM THE HAMLET JOINED ME AND SAID HE WAS OK AND HE WOULD LIKE TO ASSIST ME... I SAID OK...WITH A LOT OF ENTHUSIASM HE DID ALL THAT WAS TO BE DONE...AFTER 2 DAYS EVERYTHING WAS OVER AND MY SELF AND SASTRY LEFT...THE BRAHMINS WERE BEING ESCORTED BY THE TRIBALS BACK.... I WAS TALKING WITH SASTRY AND WALKING BACK....AFTER ABOUT 3 MILES SASTRY WAS MISSING...I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO...I THOUGHT LET ME GO TO THE TRIBALS HAMLET AND WITH THE HELP OF TRIBALS I WANTED TO SEARCH FOR HIM....SO I REACHED THE TRIBALS HAMLET...I FOUND SASTRY IN THE HAMLET....I WAS SURPRISED....HE ASKED ME HOW MY PROGRAM WENT ON THESE TWO DAYS....I WAS STUNNED...THEN THE TRIBALS TOLD ME THAT FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS HE WAS BEING TAKEN CARE WITH SUM FOOD AND MEDICATION AND THAT ONLY ON THAT DAY HE COULD GET UP...AS I LOOKED FOR A CLUE AS TO WHO COULD HAVE CUM IN HIS FORM I FOUND AT A DISTANCE ONE HOUND ALONG WITH ITS TWO SIBLINGS LOOKING GRACIOUSLY AT ME...LORD BHAIRAVA HAD CUM WITH TWO OF HIS GANAS AS BALAKRISHNA SASTRY AND TWO TRIBALS AND ASSISTED US IN THE PRAYOGA PRAYASCHITTHAMS...I WAS TOO GLAD THAT LORD NOT ONLY GAVE DARSHAN TO ME BUT ALSO TO THE BRAHMINS AND THE TRIBALS ALONG WITH ME.....PRAISE THE LORD...LORDS GRACE..OM APATHTHUDARANAYA MAHABHAIRAVAYA KSHAM HUM PHAT SWAHA...

(10)  IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT....SHE WAS REALLY BEAUTIFUL....HER GAIT WALK WAS TOO GOOD....SHE HAD A SPECIAL SMELL THAT MADE MY THOUGHTS VANISH..THE ELEGANCE WITH WHICH SHE CONVEYED HER THOUGHTS USED TO AROUSE MY DEEPEST SENTIMENTS FOR HER...U WILL BE SURPRISED...I AM TALKING ABOUT THE FEMALE BOAR....I CALL HER 'BRAHMINI'....MANY TIMES SHE WILL HIDE HERSELF IN THE BUSHES AND KEEP WATCHING AS TO WHAT I AM DOING IN THE FOREST...AFTER SUM TIME SHE WILL MAKE A PECULIAR SOUND...VERY VERY SOOTHENING...I KNOW THAT SHE IS AROUND....ONCE LONG BACK I WAS IN DEEP SLEEP IN THE FOREST IN A VALLEY....AT AROUND MIDNIGHT SHE CAME AND LICKED MY FACE...I OPENED MY EYES...SHE TOOK HER RIGHT FRONT LEG AND REPEATEDLY KEPT IT ON MY THIGHS AT INTERVALS...SUM SORT OF A SIGNAL...I DIDNT GET UP...THEN SHE STARTED PULLING MY DHOTHI...I KNEW SHE WAS CONVEYING SUM THING...IT STARTED RAINING....SHE STARTED RUNNING AND I STARTED RUNNING BEHIND HER...SHE WAS CERTAINLY TRYING TO CONVEY SUMTHING....SHE TOOK ME ON TO TOP OF THE NEXT HILL...JUST THEN SUN WAS RISING FROM THE HORIZON ON THE OTHER SIDE...A HUGE NOISE....THERE WAS A HUGE LANDSLIDE DUE TO RAINS AND THE PLACE I WAS SLEEPING WAS FULL OF ROCKS AND RUBLES...SHE LOOKED AT IT AND AS USUAL SOUNDED THE WAY SHE SOUNDS...I PROSTRATED 'BRAHMANI...MY BHOOMA.... 

(11) SAHANA....'WHY R U TAKING SO MUCH PAINS TO DO ALL THIS?'
ME.....'DEAR I AM NOT THE DOER? LORD IS THE DOER AND HE DOES'..

SAHANA....'HOW ABOUT THE PAIN WHICH U UNDER GO?'
ME....'I DONT FEEL ANY PAIN....IF FELT LORD ALSO GIVES STRENGTH TO WITH STAND IT'..

SAHANA...'WHAT IS THE BIG ENJOYMENT U GET IN DOING ALL THIS?'
ME....'WHEN I SEE PEOPLE JOYOUS, I FEEL JOYOUS ...THIS IS THE ENJOYMENT I GET'...

SAHANA...'ALL THESE YEARS I HAVE BEEN WATCHING U....UR DEDICATION TOWARDS THE PRAYOGAM HAS ONLY INCREASED DESPITE ADVANCING AGE...HOW IS IT?'...
ME....'SINCE I ALWAYS FEEL I AM NOT THE DOER IN ANY ACTION OF MINE AND LORD IS THE DOER THERE IS NO STRESS IN EXECUTION AND COMPLETION OF PRAYOGAMS'.

SAHANA...'SUM TIMES I AM VERY JEALOUS OF U...UR REACTION TO THIS?'..
ME....'U R NOT THE DOER?'...

SAHANA...'SUM TIMES I FEEL AS TO WHY I WAS NOT BLESSED WITH SUCH MASTERS...YOUR REACTION TO THIS?'...

ME.....'THE FEELINGS R NOT URS....ITS THE LORD'S LEELA...HE IS THE CREATOR OF SUCH FEELINGS?'...

SAHANA..'THOUGH I DO SUM WORK FOR U....MANY TIMES MY WORK IS NOT DEDICATED LIKE YOURS...ANY ADVICE FOR ME?'
ME....'I AM FULLY SATISFIED WITH WHAT U DO...I HAVE NO COMPLAINTS AGAINST U'..

SAHANA....'U WERE NEVER ANGRY WITH ME AT ANY POINT OF TIME DURING OUR ASSOCIATION OF ALL THESE 40 YEARS, RIGHT FROM THE DAY MAHARISHI RAJAR INTRODUCED ME TO U?'...
ME....'ABSOLUTELY I WAS NOT ANGRY WITH U SINCE I KNOW THAT U TOO R A FORM OF LORD AND U HAVE BEEN KIND ENOUGH TO ASSIST ME IN DOING MY PRAYOGAMS...I HAVE ALWAYS SEEN THE LORD IN U AND YOUR ACTIONS..'..

SAHANA...'WILL I REGAIN MY HUMAN FORM AT SUM POINT OF TIME?'...
ME....'YES...U WILL REGAIN...BUT THAT WILL TAKE ANOTHER 545 YEARS...IN THE MEAN TIME WE WOULD HAVE BEEN ASSOCIATED ANOTHER 6 OCCASIONS'....

SAHANA....' MY FAITH WITH U ALWAYS REMAINS THE SAME AND MY LOVE TO U'...
ME....'LUV U ALWAYS.....LET US START DOING THE PRAYOGAM BRINGI...COME AND STAND RIGHT NEXT TO ME ON MY LEFT SIDE'....
SAHANA....'OK DEAR'....

WHAT DO U THINK IS THE ABOVE CONVERSATION?
IT IS THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND YAKSHINI BY NAME 'SAHANA' IN THE FOREST DURING MY RECENT VISIT LAST MONTH....


(12) PARAKAYA PRAVESHAM...

ITS ONE OF THE FINEST ARTS OF SIDDHIS PRACTICED BY ALL SIDDHA PURUSHAS..THE BEST PART IS EVEN A GYANI WHO IS BEYOND THESE ASPECTS WHICH FORM A PART OF KAIVALYA DEPENDING ON THE NEEDS OF THE SOCIETY DO PERFORM THIS PRACTICE... I KNOW OF SUM AGHORIS WHO DO THIS PRACTICE IN THE INTEREST OF HUMANITY....PARAKAYAM NECCESSARILY DOEST MEAN ENTERING ANOTHER HUMAN FORM....IT CAN BE ENTERING ANY MEDIUM OF CREATION BY PRESERVING THE ORIGIN OF EXISTENCE INTACT... IT IS DONE FOR VARIOUS REASONS WHICH CANNOT BE COMPREHENDED BY NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS... ATTRIBUTING MOTIVES TO SUCH PRACTICES SHOWS THE POOR QUALITY OF UNDERSTANDING OF THE SUBJECT....IT IS DONE AT THE LEVEL OF HIGHEST AWARENESS OF CONSCIOUSNESS...ITS PURELY ONLY LORDS GRACE....ONCE MYSELF AND RAJAR HAD TO JOINTLY PERFROM A PRAYOGAM CALLED ..'VEERA MEGHANAM'....HE HAD TO ENTER THE BODY OF A MONKEY AND I HAD TO ENTER THE MEDIUM OF A BANYAN TREE....THEN HE WILL SIT ON ME...MONKEY SITTING ON THE BANYAN TREE AND BOTH WILL MEDITATE JOINTLY TO DO THE PRAYOGAM...LIKE THIS JOINTLY WE DO HAVE EXPERIENCED MANY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES BY THE PURE GRACE OF LORD....PARAKAYAM IS A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE AND ONE OF THE TRUE PRAYERS TOWARDS LORD....ITS LORDS GRACE THAT MAKES THE SADHAKA TO PERFORM SADHANA....ABSOLUTELY LORDS GRACE...PRAISE THE LORD....


(13)  THIS HAPPENED SUM YEARS AGO...IN THE FOREST ONE DAY ON A 'AASHADA POORNIMA' DAY WHEN I WAS BUSY DOING A PRAYOGAM SUM SAMITHAS WERE MISSING....NEXT SUM HERBS WERE MISSING....NEXT SUM GHEE WAS MISSING...NEXT SUM PROVISIONS WERE MISSING....SUM VESSELS WERE MISSING....SUM IMPLEMENTS WERE MISSING.....SIX MONTHS LATER....ONE DAY AT NIGHT IN THE FOREST SUM ONE WOKE ME UP...I GOT UP TO FIND A DWARF....VERY VERY OLD IN AGE.....IT ASKED ME TO FOLLOW IT.... I JUST FOLLOWED...AFTER A JOURNEY OF AROUND 3 HOURS....WE REACHED A PLACE WHERE THERE WAS ONE MORE DWARF....THEY BOTH SPOKE TO EACH OTHER FOR SUM TIME....THEN THEY ASKED THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS AND I ANSWERED...

Q..WHY IS IT THAT 'DHARMA' IS OBJECTING TO OUR REACHING 'PURANDARA'?
A..MAY BE U OFFENDED 'VATSALA' THE KEEPER OF GATES...

Q..HOW SHOULD WE PLEASE 'VATSALA' AND WIN OVER HER?
A..U MUST GET THE GREAT 'VISHADA' TO TALK TO HER....

Q..HOW CAN WE MAKE 'VISHADA' TO TALK TO HER?
A..'VISHADA' ALWAYS LISTENS TO 'AMBA'...

Q..HOW CAN WE INFLUENCE 'AMBA'?
A..IF SHE CAN GET THE AMRUTA FROM 'MRIGANAYANI'...

Q..HOW TO GET THE AMRUTA FROM MRIGANAYANI?
A..WE NEED THE BLESSINGS OF GODDESS BAGALAMUKHI....FOR WHICH WE HAVE TO GO THE PRAYOGAM...'BRAHMA VAAGEESWARI'.....

I SAID ...'I AM PREPARED TO DO IT.....BUT I NEED MATERIALS.....SAMITHAS, GHEE, VESSELS, HERBS, PROVISIONS, IMPLEMENTS THAT TOO STOLEN ON THE ASHADA POORNIMA DAY.......

THEN THIS MIRACLE HAPPENED.....FROM NO WHERE A SAINT CAME TO THE SPOT...HE SAID ' DONT U REMEMBER THAT LAST AASHADA POORNIMA DAY WHEN U WERE DOING PRAYOGAM IN THE FOREST SUM ITEMS AND ARTICLES WERE MISSING..I KNOW WHERE THEY ARE.....I CAN TAKE U TO THAT PLACE AND U CAN DO THE PRAYOGAM FOR THESE DWARFS'....

SO WE ALL WENT WITH HIM.....HE TOOK US TO A FAR OFF PLACE STILL DEEPER IN THE FOREST.....HE JUST TOOK A CONCH AND BLEW IT.....ALL THE MATERIALS STOLEN WERE TIED IN SACKS AND WERE HANGING ON THE BACKS OF SIX BISONS AND TWO LEOPARDS....

THE SAINT ALSO SAT WITH ME AND WE STARTED DOING THE PRAYOGAM...'BRAHMA VAGEESWARI'.....THE TWO DWARFS ASSISTED US IN PERFORMING.......THE AGNI LAKSHANAM WAS TOO GOOD BECAUSE OF LORDS GRACE...IT MEANS DUE TO THE BLESSINGS OF GODDESS BAGALAMUKHI, MRIGANAYANI HAS BLESSED THE KUMBHAM WITH AMRUTA....WE HANDED OVER THE KUMBHAM TO DWARFS.....WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES AND MEDITATED, I COULD SEE THE DWARFS HANDING IT OVER TO AMBA....AMBA PUTTING A WORD TO VISHADA..VISHADA TALKING TO VATSALA.......VATSALA PARDONING THE DWARFS......AND THE DWARFS CHANGE IN TO BHOOTHA GANAS AND PROSTRATE DHARMA AND GATES OF THE CELESTIAL WORLD 'PURANDHARA' OPENS....I FIND THE SAINT ALSO PROSTRATING DHARMA AND THE WONDER IS THE SAINT IS NONE OTHER THAN CHITRAGUPTA.....

I OPENED MY EYES FULL OF TEARS OF EMOTION TO FIND THE SAINT SMILING AT ME....I PROSTRATED AS HE VANISHED...LORDS GRACE...........


(14) IT WAS PITCH DARK....AMAVASYA DAY....I WAS JUST OBSERVING THE BEAUTY OF NATURE....JUST THE OCCASIONAL SOUNDS OF THE BEETLES, CRICKETS AND INSECTS....NO OTHER SOUND....THERE WAS A LOT OF WIND THAT DAY....COOL BREEZE ACROSS SIGNIFIED....IT WAS RAINING SUM WHERE FAR....OCCASIONAL THUNDER AND LIGHTNING...JUST SHOWING ME SUM TIMES THE BEAUTY OF THE FOREST ON THE DARK NIGHT....WITH LORDS IMMENSE GRACE, TO LOOK IN TO THE DARKNESS HAD BECOME A REGULAR PRACTICE....SLOWLY IT STARTED DRIZZLING...I ENJOYED GETTING DRENCHED IN THE RAIN....IT WAS NOT A HEAVY DOWNPOUR..BUT WAS JUST ENOUGH TO GET DRENCHED ...AS THOUGH A BATH IN THE SHOWER...NOW I THOUGHT SUM ONE TAPPED ME ON MY BACK AND TURNED BACK...NO ONE WAS TO BE SEEN....ONCE AGAIN I STARTED ENJOYING DANCING IN THE RAIN...ONCE AGAIN A GENTLE TAP ON MY BACK....I WAS SURE IT WAS SUM ONE PLAYING WITH ME....I STOPPED THE DANCING AND STARTED OBSERVING IN THE DARK....NOTHING VISIBLE AT ALL..I KNEW THERE WAS SUMTHING NEAR ME BUT I COULDNT GUESS WHAT IT WAS..NOW IT TICKLED ME ON THE HIPS....I STARTED LAUGHING....I NOW KNEW WHO IT WAS...I CALL HER MRINALINI....SHE DANCES VERY BEAUTIFULLY AND IS VERY FOND OF RAINS...MANY MANY YEARS BACK WHEN SHE WAS VERY YOUNG SEPERATED FROM HER PARENTS, MYSELF AND RAJAR SPOTTED HER AND BROUGHT HER TO OUR PLACE...SHE LITERALLY GREW WITH US...SHE DANCES VERY WELL...WE BOTH HAVE DANCED A LOT TOGETHER....SUM OF THE PRAYOGAMS SUM TIMES NEED SUMTHING CALLED 'TANTRA NRUTYAM' WHERE I NEED A PARTNER TO DANCE...MOST OF THE TIMES SHE IS MY PARTNER IN THE FOREST FOR MOST OF THE NRUTYAM....I ALWAYS FEEL KRISHNA HAS SENT HIS JAMBHAVATHI IN THAT FORM....MRINALINI...THE HOLY BEAR...


(15) SUM TIME BACK, A VERY ELDERLY GENTLEMAN WAS QUITE CURIOUS TO KNOW ABOUT THE PRAYOGA SASTRA...I WAS JUST AVOIDING HIM FOR I FELT THERE WAS NO NEED FOR HIM TO KNOW ALL THAT AT THAT AGE....HE KNEW THAT I WAS AVOIDING HIM....SO ONE DAY IN A PLACE WHERE A FEW PPL MEET/GATHER WHEN I WAS PRESENT HE AIRED A COMMENT SAYING...'SUM PPL R MORE DEVILS IN THE NAME OF KNOWLEDGE'....I JUST LAUGHED AND SAID...'YES...WHEN LORD BUILTS HIS HOME , HE DOES ALLOT A ROOM TO THE DEVIL'.....

(16) ONCE DURING NAVARATRI , I WAS IN THE FOREST....ITS WAS AROUND 10 AM IN THE MORNING....BRIGHT SUNSHINE...BUT STILL COOL...I HEARD THE SOUNDS OF 'KOLUSU' AND BANGLES.....I JUST STARTED LOOKING AROUND, I FOUND ONE PAIR HANGING ON A TREE...AFTER SUM TIME I HEARD ONCE MORE AND I FOUND ONE MORE PAIR HANGING ON ANOTHER TREE....THE TREES R ALSO UNIQUE.....THEY WERE TWO TREES CONJOINED NEAR THE BASE...AFTER SUM TIME I SAW AN OLD LADY WALKING IN THE FOREST WITH MUCH DIFFICULTY....SHE WAS VERY TIRED...I HAD SUM FRUITS ,BISCUITS, IN MY BAG AND SUM WATER...I JUST GAVE HER TO EAT... SHE WAS QUITE HAPPY....I JUST POINTED OUT TO THE KOLUSUS HANGING DOWN FROM THE TREES AND ASKED HER WHAT IT IS...SHE SAID SUM ONE MIGHT HAVE PRAYED TO THE TREES AND TIED IT AND GONE....I SAID ...I HEARD THE SOUND OF IT AS THOUGH SUM ONE WAS WEARING AND RUNNING AROUND...SHE SAID....MAY BE THE TREES WERE SHAKING DUE TO WIND AND THEY WERE MAKING SOUNDS....AS SHE LEFT THAT PLACE I TOO L

EFT...AFTER WALKING FOR AROUND 5 HOURS, I REACHED A SMALL RIVULET....I JUST THOUGHT OF TAKING BATH....I ENJOYED THE BATH....I CAME BACK AND AS I WAS WEARING MY CLOTHES, I HEARD THE KOLUSU/PAAYAL SOUND ONCE AGAIN.....I WAS SHELL SHOCKED....THE SAME TREES ON WHICH THEY WERE TIED WAS JUST THERE AND I WAS LITERALLY STANDING BELOW IT......THE SAME OLD LADY CAME THERE...SHE SMILED AND ASKED ME....HOW LUCKY SHE IS TO MEET ME ONCE MORE....IT WAS QUITE AMUSING TO ME....A LADY WHO COULD NOT WALK AT ALL PROPERLY...HOW IS IT THAT SHE COULD HAVE TRAVELLED HERE...I ONCE AGAIN POINTED TOWARDS THE TREE AND ASKED HER...HOW IS IT THAT THE TREE HAS CUM HERE....SHE JUST SMILED AND DISAPPEARED.....THEN IT FLASHED TO ME....SHE IS NONE OTHER THAN 'CHETTYKULAMKARAI BHAGAWATHY.....THE TREES R AN EMBODIMENT OF 'VRIKSHA BHAVANI' AND 'VANA DURGE'....EVEN TODAY MANY OF MY PRAYOGAMS I DO IT BELOW THESE TREES.....LORDS GRACE...

17) VERY EARLY MORNING, BIRDS STARTED CHIRPING AND I COULD SEE THE SUN TRYING TO PEEP OUT FROM THE FAR AWAY MOUNTAIN TO THE EAST....IT WAS QUITE A TOUGH PREVIOUS DAY WHEN I WAS TTOTALLY ENGROSSED IN DOING A PRAYOGAM.....I WAS JUST LYING BELOW A TREE AND WAS ATTEMPTING TO TAKE A QUICK NAP FOR 15 MINUTES...MAY BE I SLEPT A LITTLE BIT MORE AND I COULD FEEL SUMTHING LICKING MY LEFT EARS AND I WOKE UP TO FIND 'JUMA'... SHE IS A FULLY GROWN SPOTTED DEER....I JUST GOT UP AND HUGGED HER...THEN SHE LEPT JUMPED AND STARTED RUNNING...SHE IS VERY FAST AND I CANT RUN TO CATCH HER...SHE WENT NEAR A BUSH AND WAS PEEPING OUT....IT LOOKED AS THOUGH SHE WAS CALLING ME...SO I WENT NEAR HER AND THEN SHE STARTED WALKING SLOWLY INSIDE THE FOREST AND I FOLLOWED HER...AFTER ABOUT HALF AN HOUR WE REACHED A SPOT WHERE THERE WERE THICK BUSHES AND TALL TREES....SHE HAD GIVEN BIRTH TO 3 SIBLINGS...I COULDNT UNDERSTAND THE REASON FOR HER SHOWING ME HER KIDS...AS I WAS ABOUT TO LE
AVE SHE CAUGHT HOLD OF MY DHOTHI AND SAT.....I COULD UNDERSTAND THAT SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO LEAVE....AS I WAS DECYPHERING TO FIND OUT THE REAL REASON BEHIND IT, I SAW A VULTURE SITTING ON A TREE TOP....THEN IT STRUCK ME AND LOOKED AT HER KIDS...TWO WERE HEALTHY AND ONE WAS IN A PRETTY BAD SHAPE....NORMALLY VULTURES EAT THE DEAD...THEY DONT KILL....THERE IS A ROOT CALLED 'MRIGA SANJEEVANI' WHICH HELPS ESPECIALLY DEERS IN AN EMERGENCY....SO I SAT AND PRAYED TO VANA DURGA TO SHOW ME A WAY....WHAT A SURPRISE THE DEER AND ITS SIBLINGS WERE ONLY SITTING UNDER THE MRIGA SNJEEVANI PLANT...I JUST TOOK A PLANT CUT THE ROOT...I CRUSHED THE ROOT AND GAVE THE JUICE THRU THE MOUTH.....UP IN THE SKY I COULD SEE THE VULTURE FLYING AWAY....LORDS GRACE...

18) THE LIFE OF A PRAYOGI IS SUM WHAT MYSTERIOUS AND DIFFICULT TO EXPLAIN THE THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS THAT RUN ACROSS AT THAT POINT OF TIME WHEN HE CONFRONTS A SOUL.... DEEP DOWN HE KNOWS VERY WELL THE MOMENT IN EVERY CASE IS A UNIQUE ONE AND EVERY CASE IS FRESH AND NEW... IT TEACHES SUM THING NEW EVERY OCCASION.......THERE IS NO COMMONALITY... CALL IT BY ANY NAME, THE WORLD OF SPIRITS, THE MANES, THE PITRUS, THE YAKSHAS, THE KINNERAS, THE GANDHARVAS, THE APSARAS AND ALL OTHER CELESTIAL COSMIC FORCES IS SO UNIQUE AND CANNOT BE EXPLAINED IN WORDS....WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME DEFINITIONS AND EXPLANATIONS FOR ALL THIS I SEARCH FOR WORDS AND IAM DUMB FOUNDED...JUST LIKE THE DUMB PERSON SEARCHING HONEY.......LORDS GRACE I ENJOY MY LIFE AS A PRAYOGI....

19) IN LIFE U R TAUGHT TO DO A THING NEARLY RIGHT...MASTER'S GRACE....IN PRAYOGAM WE WERE TAUGHT TO DO A THING EXACTLY RIGHT....

20) SUM PRAYOGAM...SO I WAS WEARING SUM GOLDEN RINGS IN MY FINGER...SUM ONE SAW THIS AND ASKED ME...GURUJI WHY DO U WEAR ALL THIS?
ME...I SAID...SUSPENSE...JAMES BOND 007....
HE...PLEASE TELL ME GURUJI..
ME...GOLDFINGER..


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PRAYOGAM IS NOT CHILD'S PLAY.... TANTRA IS NOT CHEAP.... DONT USE WORDS WHICH THE MASTER MAY USE , JUST LIKE THAT TO OTHERS....IN ONE WAY U GIVE A WRONG SIGNAL ABOUT YOUR MASTER TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND SECONDLY U WILL BE IN TROUBLE WHEN THE TRUTH STARES AT YOU AND SAYS 'YOU ARE A BIG ZERO'.....DONT EXHIBIT YOUR IGNORANCE...DONT PRETEND TO BE INTELLIGENT.....ONE OF MY SISHYA USED A WORD 'VASYAM' WITH ANOTHER GUY...THE BEST PART IS HE DOESNT KNOW A, B, C, D OF THIS WORD 'VASYAM' ITSELF LEAVE ALONE PRACTICISING IT AND DELIVERING THE FRUITS THEREOF.... REALLY STUPID OF HIM......WE HAIL FROM A GOOD PARAMPARA OF PRAYOGIS AND TANTRIKS.... DONT INSULT US OR OUR MASTERS BY BEHAVING QUIXOTICALLY.... LORDS MERCY AND GRACE...

HE.... WHY ARE YOU NOT TEACHING PRAYOGA SASTRA TO ANY ONE?
ME ( NOT ABLE TO CONTROL MY LAUGHTER)...WHY ARE YOU BOTHERED ABOUT PRAYOGA SASTRA....PLEASE REMEMBER I DIDNT ACQUIRE KNOWLEDGE TO TEACH.....WITH MASTER'S GRACE I MASTERED PRAYOGA SASTRA TO REWIND MYSELF IN LIFE AND NOT TO GET WOUND WITH DISCIPLES, GURUKULAM, IMPARTING KNOWLEDGE ETC., THESE R JUST TRAPS... I AM A MAN OF FREEDOM.... KNOWLEDGE IS A TRAP... I WONT IMPART IT TO YOU ALL FOR NEITHER I WANT TO BE TRAPPED NOR U GUYS TRAPPED....LORDS GRACE..


ONCE I HAD TO DO A PRAYOGAM CALLED, 'BHADRAKALYAN'..... EXACTLY ONLY 54 SAMITHAS TO BE USED WITH LITTLE COW'S GHEE.....ITS A RARE VARIETY OF SAMITHA WHICH IS PROCURED ON SUDDHA PANCHAMI DAY OF THE CALENDAR MONTH.... NORMALLY THIS SAMITHA, I PROCURE IT ON SUDDHA PANCHAMI DAY AROUND 9PM AT NIGHT IN THE FOREST...SO ALL THESE 54 SAMITHAS WERE PROCURED BY ME ON THAT DAY.........I WAS CARRYING THE MATERIAL IN A BAG AND CARRIED IT....THE SPOT WHERE I PERFORM THIS PRAYOGAM IS IN A VERY ROUGH TERRAIN IN THE FOREST AND IN AND AROUND 50 KMS NOTHING CAN BE SEEN BARRING MY FRIENDS IN THE FOREST...I COMPLETED THE MEDITATION PART OF THE PRAYOGAM IN 4 HOURS....THEN I SAT TO PERFORM THE HOMAM.... I JUST STARTED COUNTING THE SAMITHAS.... THERE WERE ONLY 53 SAMITHAS INSTEAD OF 54 SAMITHAS....EVEN IF ONE IS SHORT WE CANT DO THE PRAYOGAM.... SO I THOUGHT LORD DOESNT WANT ME TO CONTINUE AND SO I WOUND UP AND LEFT THE PLACE....I WALKED BACK 50 KMS.... TOOK MY CAR FROM THE MAIN ROAD AND DROVE BACK TO MADURAI.....I CALLED SHIV SHANKAR ASKED HIM TO COME TO HOTEL AND TAKE BACK MY CAR TO HYDERABAD...I THOUGHT OF FLYING BACK TO HYDERABAD...THOSE DAYS NO DIRECT FLIGHT TO HYDERABAD...SO FLEW TO CHENNAI TO TAKE A CONNECTING FLIGHT TO HYDERABAD... I HAD CHECKED IN.... BOARDING ANNOUNCED....I WAS STANDING IN THE QUEUE TO BOARD THE BUS WHICH TAKES TO THE PARKING LOT WHERE THE FLIGHT IS PARKED....SOME ONE TOUCHED ME WITH A SHARP INSTRUMENT ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND I TURNED BACK.... AN OLD MAN WAS STANDING WITH A SAMITHA IN HIS HAND......
HE SAID....U DROPPED THAT SAMITHA WHILE PROCURING ON THE SUDDHA PANCHAMI DAY...THATS WHY THE COUNT WAS 53...HERE IS THAT SAMITHA...
TAKE THIS AND GO BACK AND PERFORM THE PRAYOGAM.... I JUST PROSTRATED MY MASTER SU YEN AND CAME OUT OF THE AIRPORT TO PURCHASE A TICKET FOR THE FLIGHT TO MADURAI ON THAT DAY...WENT BACK TO THE SAME SPOT AND DID THE PRAYOGAM 'BADRAKALYAN'....LORDS GRACE AND MERCY....


I WAS TO PERFORM THE 'BHADRA PRABHA RAKSHA' PRAYOGAM IN THE FOREST.... ARRANGEMENTS WERE MADE.... WE USE 1008 PUMPKINS, 1008 SNAKE GOURD, SOME 50 BAGS OF RICE TO BE COOKED AND OFFERED AND VARIOUS HERBS WHICH R COLLECTED ON A SHUKLA TRAYODASI AND LOTS OF OTHER ITEMS AND A LOT OF COW'S GHEE......BALAKRISHNA SASTRY WAS WITH ME THAT DAY...SASTRY IS A VERY STRICT MARTINET WHEN IT COMES TO PRAYOGAMS...NORMALLY TO PERFORM THIS PRAYOGAM IT TAKES 72 HOURS....THERE WERE A FEW TRIBALS AND BRAHMINS WITH US TO HELP...ON THE THIRD DAY JUST BEFORE CONCLUSION AROUND 40 JACKALS SURROUNDED US AND WERE WATCHING.....ONCE IT WAS OVER, THEY WERE STILL WAITING.. IT WAS A GRAND SIGHT FOR ALL OF US...I JUST ASKED THE COOK TO COOK RICE SAMBAR ETC., I ASKED THE TRIBALS TO GET CURD/BUTTER MILK/MILK (ANYTHING THATS AVAILABLE WITH THEM)...WE GOT A LOT OF MILK AND SOME CURD.... WE ARRANGED 40 BANANA LEAVES IN A ROW... THEY ALL LEFT...BALAKRISHNA SASTRY FELT BAD....I SAID THERE MUST BE A PURPOSE.... SO I WENT SEARCHING FOR THEM.... JUST AROUND 500 METERS FROM THAT PLACE IS A FALLS AND THE WATER FLOWS DOWN FROM A LITTLE STAGNATED POOL.....THEY WERE ALL TAKING BATH....I JUST FOLDED MY HANDS AND PRAYED TO KAALA BHAIRAVA TO GRACE THE OCCASION....LORD KALA BHAIRAV'S BLESSINGS, THEY ALL CAME BEHIND ME....WE SERVED COKKED RICE WITH SAMBAR FIRST....ALL THE 40 ATE...THEY WAITED FOR ME TO SERVE SOME MORE, SOME MORE ,SOME MORE AND FINALLY CURD MIXED WITH MILK AND RICE WAS ALSO EATEN...FINALLY THEY ALL SLEPT....I STAYED BACK...ALL OTHERS LEFT....AFTER SLEEPING FOR 3 HOURS, THEY GOT UP ONE BY ONE AND JUST SURROUNDED ME...I JUST WENT NEAR THEM WITH FOLDED HANDS AND TOLD THEM THAT I HAD TO LEAVE...
THEY ACCOMPANIED ME BACK TILL I CAME TO THE MAIN ROAD WHERE MY VEHICLE WAS PARKED....PURELY LORD KAALA BHAIRAVA'S MERCY AND GRACE.....


TO UNDERSTAND A GURU IS DIFFICULT....
TO UNDERSTAND A SADGURU IS IMPOSSIBLE....
ATTEMPTING TO UNDERSTAND A PRAYOGI.....CERTAINLY WILL LEAD YOU TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.....
A 'PRAYOGI's WAYS R UNIQUE AND CANNOT BE UNRAVELLED...IT WILL BE MYSTERIOUS.... BUT CAN ALWAYS BE WONDERED....


PROLOGUE....
IN 2005, I WAS IN THE FOREST WITH BALAKRISHNA SASTRY AND A TEAM OF 12 BRAHMINS....THERE WAS A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'JWALA MANGALA GOWRI'...THE PRAYOGAM IS FOR THREE DAYS......THE SECOND NIGHT, I WAS BUSY SITTING AND MEDITATING.....BALAKRISHNA SASTRY WAS PERFORMING THE HOMAM....PERIYA KRISHNAN NAMBOODRI WAS ARRANGING ALL THE MATERIALS SERIALLY AND WAS GIVING THE MATERIALS TO BALAKRISHNA SASTRY.....FROM SOME WHERE UNDER THE SAMITHS, A VERY LARGE BLACK COBRA SURFACED AND BIT PERIYA KRISHNAN NAMBOODRI ON THE RIGHT THIGH.....HE WAS WRITHING WITH PAIN AND FELL....I JUST OPENED MY EYES AND SAW HIM IN PAIN....I JUST ASKED FOR SOME WATER AND SPRINKED IT AROUND AND ON THE BITE WOUND....I TIED A CLOTH JUST ABOVE THE WOUND TIGHTLY TO CONTROL THE MOVEMENT OF POISON....I JUST KEPT MY MOUTH AND SUCKED THE BITE WOUND AND REMOVED THE POISON AND SPIT IT....

EPILOGUE.....
IN 2005, I WAS IN THE FOREST WITH BALAKRISHNA SASTRY AND A TEAM OF 12 BRAHMINS.....THERE WAS A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'JWALA MANGALA GOWRI'....THE PRAYOGAM IS FOR THREE DAYS.....BALAKRISHNA SASTRY WAS TO PERFORM THE HOMAM WITH THE ASSISTANCE OF PERIYA KRISHNAN NAMBOODRI AND OTHERS.....I HAVE TO TRAVEL FROM THERE ANOTHER THREE KMS AND SIT BELOW AN 'OUDAMBAR' TREE AND MEDITATE FOR 36 HOURS AND RETURN BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE HOMAM WAS CONDUCTED....WHEN I CAME BACK, I WAS AGAHST TO FIND SOME ONE LIKE ME .....SOME ONE JUST LIKE ME.....SOME ONE EXACTLY IN RESEMBLANCE LIKE ME, BITING THE THIGHS OF PERIYA KRISHNAN NAMBOODRI AND SUCKING AND SPITTING SOME BLOOD...
ALL WERE STUNNED.....
I ASKED HIM......WHO R U?
HE STARTED LAUGHING LOUDLY.....INITIALLY IT WAS A MALE'S LAUGHTER....SLOWLY GOT TRANSFORMED IN TO A FEMALE LAUGHTER....
HE ASKED IN A SWEET FEMALE VOICE.....'U WANT TO KNOW WHO I AM'?
I JUST BENT DOWN ON MY KNEES PROSTRATED AND SAID...'IF I AM ELIGIBLE TO KNOW, OH ANGEL, U MAY CHOOSE TO REVEAL YOURSELF TO ME'....
HE SAID....'OK COME WITH ME'.....
HE TOOK ME DEEP INSIDE THE FOREST FOR AN HOUR....THERE WAS A SMALL RIVULET FLOWING.....HE TOOK MY HAND AND HELPED ME WHILE CROSSING THE WATERS...
SOME WHERE IN THE MIDDLE, HE STOPPED AND ASKED 
'ARE U ABLE TO SEE ANYTHING'
I SAID....NO, NOTHING BUT THIS MOON LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS AND THE SHADOWS OF TREES AND MOUNTAINS....
HE SAID...
'NOW STAND OPPOSITE TO ME AND LOOK TO MY LEFT ON THE HILLS'...'DO U SEE ANYTHING'...
I SAW, I COULDNT SEE ANYTHING.....SLOWLY I SAW A TREE ON FIRE...JUST ONE TREE....
I SAID....ONE TREE ON FIRE.....
HE SAID....NOW U LOOK TO MY RIGHT AND SAY WHAT DO YOU SEE?
SAME THING HAPPENED ...NOTHING...NOW I SEE ONE MORE TREE ON FIRE...
SLOWLY I COULD SEE SMALL BUSHES HERE AND THERE CATCHING FIRE AND I COULD VISUALISE A WONDERFUL YANTRAM ON THE MOUNTAINS....

I SAID....THIS IS THE BEST WONDER I HAVE VISUALISED IN MY LIFE....ITS A BEAUTIFUL 'SRI YANTRAM' AND ON THE HILLTOP I SEE THE BINDU AND THE ENTIRE HILL LOOKS LIKE A MAHA MERU CHAKRAM....
HE SAID.....NOW LOOK AT MY FACE AND SEE.....TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE...
SUDDENLY BETWEEN ME AND HIM IN THE WATER FIRE IN A SMALL WAY, SLOWLY BECOMING BIG.....I COULD SEE THE EYES AND I KNEW WHO IT WAS AND HAD THE DARSHAN OF 'KAALARATHRI'......AS I FELL IN THE WATER AND TOUCHED HER LEGS, SHE LAUGHED AND IT THUNDERED ACROSS THE MOUNTAINS.....SHE DISAPPEARED IN THIN AIR...
PURELY KAALA RATHRI GRACE AND MERCY.....


I WAS IN THE FOREST TO DO A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'BHAKTHI NETRA VIDHANAM'....ITS A PRAYOGAM WHERE PRAYERS R OFFERED TO PRASANNA ANJANEYASWAMY......THIS PRAYOGAM , WE DO FOR PACIFYING AGITATED MINDS....THERE WAS A VAAMACHARI BY NAME CHANDRA MOULEESWRAN, WHO WAS VERY AGITATED BECAUSE OF HIS BLACK MAGIC ( VAAMACHAARA) NOT YIELDING DESIRED RESULTS FOR HIS CLIENTS, WHO WERE PEOPLE IN THE HIGH PLACES...SOME HOW HE CAME TO KNOW THAT I WAS CREATING OBSTRUCTIONS FOR HIM....SO HE ENTERED THE FOREST WITH ANGER TO DO SOMETHING...PROBABLY ATLEAST TO MAN HANDLE......HE CAME WITH ANOTHER 12 OF HIS DISCIPLES... WITH ALL WEAPONS AND LATHIS...IN THIS PRAYOGAM WE USE BETEL LEAVES....THERE WERE JUST TWO TRIBALS ASSISTING ME....WE TIE TWO BETEL LEAVES ACROSS THE EYES CLOSED AND THROUGH TANTRA MEDITATION THE HYMS ARE SUNG...FINALLY WE PERFORM THE 'PANCHA MUKHA HANUMATH KAVACHAM'....I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED....AS I OPENED MY EYES AND LIFTED THE BETEL LEAF VEIL, I SAW A SPECTACULAR SIGHT....THERE MAY BE AROUND 50 TO 60 LARGE LANGUR MONKEYS SITTING BEFORE ME, THERE WAS A HERD OF 12 ELEPHANTS, TWO LEOPARDS, THREE BISONS, FIVE JACKALS, 20 TO 25 DEERS, SOME VARIOUS SPECIES OF BIRDS....ADDING TO THIS THE VAAMACHAARI CHANDRA MOULEESWARAN WITH ALL HIS 12 PEOPLE WERE ALSO SITTING AND MEDITATING....EVEN THE THREE TRIBALS WERE IN TRANCE...AS I OPENED MY EYES, THE ENTIRE GATHERING OPENED THEIR EYE....I COULD OBSERVE 'TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE' BUBBLING WITH FAITH IN LORD, WITH LIGHT TEARS DROPPING DOWN.......I JUST WALKED STRAIGHT, I HUGGED EVERY ANIMAL IN THE GATHERING....THEN THE TRIBALS....FINALLY I HUGGED CHANDRA MOULEESWARAN AND HIS 12 DISCIPLES.....TODAY HE IS A VERY CHANGED MAN....LORDS MERCY AND GRACE..

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SUM ONE ASKED ME WHETHER GOD WILL APPEAR FLESH AND BLOOD...
 WHEN THE JIVA...THE INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS CAN BE BORN FLESH AND BLOOD... WHY THE PARAMA...THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS CANNOT APPEAR IN FLESH AND BLOOD
 ITS ALL A MATTER OF FAITH...AND THAT'S HIS GRACE...IN CASE U DONT HV FAITH...THAT TOO IS HIS GRACE.... NO ONE CAN DECYPHER HIS INTENTIONS FOR HE IS THE DOER AND HE KNOWS ALL AND HE KNOWS BEST..


WE  SEE OUR LIVING....WE CANT SEE OTHERS LIVING...
 WE SEE OTHERS DYING...WE CANT SEE OUR DYING...

 THOUGH THERE IS NOTHING TO SEEK...EVERY BODY SEEKS...
 SO I SAY...EITHER THE TRUTH REMAINS OR SEEKER REMAINS....

 ALL ACTIVITIES IN LIFE CAN BE CLASSIFIED IN TWO PARTS...ONCE THIS IS OVER U LEAVE TO START YOUR NEXT INNINGS...
 EITHER U SERVE SUM ONE OR SUM ONE SERVES U....


 TO BELIEVE IN SUMTHING EVERYBODY BELIEVES IS 'BELIEF'...
 BUT OUR WAY IS DIFFERENT...
 WE BELIEVE IN SUMTHING WHICH NOBODY BELIEVES...AND I CALL IT 'CONFIDENCE'


'CHANGE' IS THE ONLY PERMANENT THING IN LIFE....
BE A DRY LEAF AND GET DRIFTED AS THE WIND BLOWS...NEVER RESIST A CHANGE..

 A PILOT WAS TALKING TO ME...

 I JUST ASKED HIM...WHAT IS INDESTRUCTIBLE...
 HE SAID 'THE BLACK BOX'....
 THEN I SAID... WHY A PLANE CANT BE MADE WITH THAT MATERIAL...



 IF THE HUSBAND HAS SUM PROBLEMS WITH THE WIFE OR IF THE WIFE HAS SUM PROBLEMS WITH THE HUSBAND, BOTH THE PARTIES SHOULD SIT DOWN AND TALK IT OUT...NEVER EXPOSE UR HUSBAND OR WIFE TO ANY ONE ELSE HOWSOEVER CLOSE THE PERSON MAY BE....THERE CANNOT BE A BETTER DIVINE RELATIONSHIP THAN THE HUSBAND AND WIFE RELATIONSHIP... ANY ONE ELSE HOWSOEVER CLOSE IS ONLY AN OUTSIDER...THE OUTSIDER TOO SHOULD KNOW HOW TO RESPECT THIS...HE/SHE SHOULD NOT ENCOURAGE THE HUSBAND OR WIFE COMPLAINING AGAINST EACH OTHER TO THE OUTSIDER...IF THE OUTSIDER ENCOURAGES SUCH COMPLAINTS THEN HE OR SHE IN THE LONG RUN MAY HAVE TO BEAR THE GUILT OF HAVING BECOME THE ENCOURAGER IF THE RELATIONSHIP FAILS BETWEEN THE HUSBAND AND WIFE...FURTHER THE OUTSIDER SHOULD ALSO KNOW THAT THEY KNOW ONLY ONE SIDE OF THE STORY AND JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS OR GUIDING THE HUSBAND OR WIFE IN SUCH CASES WILL BE EXTREMELY HARMFUL TO THE PARTIES CONCERNED....HENCE B JUDICIOUS IN SUCH CASES AND AVOID ENCOURAGING THE COMPLAINANT, BE IT HUSBAND OR WIFE...


SOME PPL ENJOY THE BEST IN LIFE....

 NOT BCOS ONLY GOOD THINGS COME THEIR WAY  BUT BCOS
 THEY FIND THE GOOD IN EVERYTHING THAT COMES THEIR WAY...


PROBLEM OF SOLVING A PROBLEM IS NOT A PROBLEM....  BUT
 WHEN A PROBLEM SOLVES A PROBLEM WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM, THE PROBLEM IS NOT AT ALL A PROBLEM...

LOVE HAS NO MEANING....LOVE HAS NO PURPOSE....LOVE HAS NO REASONING....TO THE LOGICAL MIND LOVE MAY LOOK VERY ABSURD....THATS WHY MOST OF THE TIME GREAT LOGICIANS R NOT GREAT LOVERS.... THEY GO ON SEARCHING FOR A REASON IN LOVE AND THERE LIFE COMES TO AN END WITHOUT BEING TO REASON OUT....LOVE IS MORE SPIRITUAL... LOVE IS MORE A RELIGIOUS SUBJECT...LOVE IS THE ROOT CAUSE OF FAITH... FAITH AND REASONING R OPPOSITES...TRUE LOVE IS BEYOND ANY MEANING AND IT HAS THE TREMENDOUS POTENTIAL TO TRANSFORM THE NEGATIVE ENERGY IN TO A POSITIVE ONE....LOVE MAKES ONE TO BE AT THE CENTER OF ONE'S EXISTENCE....PERIPHERY IS NOT THE WORD FOR LOVE...


Rumi

COMING BACK TO RUMI...

WE R ALL BORN WITH WINGS BUT WE PREFER TO CRAWL IN LIFE....

THE INNER MEANING OF THIS STATEMENT IS THE WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE DEVATAS AND THE PITRUS... WHAT FLIES IS THE GARUDA WHICH IS THE DEVATA...WHAT CRAWLS IS THE SNAKE..THE PITRUS... THOUGH THERE R WAYS AND METHODS FOR ONE TO LIVE A CHOICELESSLY CONSCIOUS LIFE FULL OF AWARENESS, WHERE U GET TO KNOW THAT U R NOT THE DOER AND LORD IS THE DOER, WE ALWAYS THINK WE R THE DOERS AND KEEP DOING THINGS WITHOUT THAT AWARENESS OF NON DOER.. SO THE KARMA GETS ATTACHED AND UR JOURNEY IS LIMITED TO SHUTTLE SERVICE BETWEEN THE BHOOLOKA AND PITRU LOKA....NEVER IT COMES TO THE MIND THAT WE R NOT THE DOER AND LORD IS THE DOER...SO THAT U CAN ESCAPE THE KARMA ASPECT AND LIVE A JOYOUS LIFE AND FLY OFF TO THE DEVA LOKA...SO THOUGH WE R ALL BORN WITH THE WINGS OF CHOICLESSLY BEING CONSCIOUS TO BE AWARE OF NON DOERSHIP, WE PREFER TO CRAWL LIKE A SNAKE OWNING RESPONSIBILITY OF DOERSHIP IN THE FORM OF KARMA....THIS IS WHAT RUMI MEANT ACCORDING TO ME....


Guruji's experiences

Experiences of HH Sri VV Sridhar Guruji

1) CAN WORDS OF EXPERIENCE MATCH REALITY?
I REMEMBER PATANJALI AS I DESCRIBE MY EXPERIENCES TO YOU ALL...

'SHABDA GYANANUPATI VASTU-SHUNYO VIKALPA'....

NEVER IT IS POSSIBLE TO DESCRIBE THE REALITY OF ONE'S EXPERIENCE THRU WORDS....
WHATEVER I EXPLAIN I FEEL ITS VERY MUCH SHORT OF THE REALITY I ENJOYED...
STILL WILL CONTINUE TO SHARE....



2) ONE MORE PERSON I AM PHYSICALLY MISSING IS BRAHMASRI. JAYARAMA SASTRY... A VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE MAN WITH A LOT OF HUMILITY....HE WILL ADJUST AND ADAPT HIMSELF IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE....HE IS SIMPLE TO THE CORE....HE IS WELL VERSED IN YAGUR VEDA, SASTRAS, SAMPRADAYAS...HE WAS SAKSHAAT KALIYUGA SARASWATHY....HE WAS A PUNDIT IN SANSKRIT VYAKARANAM....HE WAS THE APPOINTED HIGH PRIEST AT PUTTAPARTHI TO DO ARADHANA TO THE PADUKAS OF BHAGAWAN BABA....WE AS A TEAM AND AS A FAMILY MISS THIS TOWERING PERSONALITY WHO IS NO MORE ON THIS MORTAL EARTH...OUR SALUTATIONS AND PROSTRATIONS TO THE NOBLE SOUL...

3) WONDER GIRL AND TENDER GIRL TOO...


WHEN I WAS YOUNG I HAD MANY TIMES VISITED GERMANY FOR SUM PURPOSE....AT THAT TIME I GOT ACQUAINTED WITH GLINDA WHO WAS DOING RESEARCH IN ATHARVA VEDA AND I WAS HER GUIDE... A VERY GOOD GIRL...WHENEVER SHE USED TO VISIT INDIA FOR HER OWN SPIRITUAL QUEST, THE LAST TWO DAYS I USED TO GO TO DELHI AND TAKE HER TO HARIDWAR AND RISHIKESH... IN THE LITTLE TIME AVAILABLE FOR ME WITH HER WE USED TO ROAM IN THESE PLACES...MOST OF THE TIME WILL BE SPENT IN MEDITATION AND SILENCE...THE DAY SHE LEAVES BACK TO GERMANY I USED TO SEE HER OFF AT THE AIRPORT BEFORE BOARDING MY FLIGHT BACK HOME...SHE WILL TIGHTLY HUG ME AND THEN SHE WILL WAVE HER HAND AT ME FROM A DISTANCE... I CAN SEE A FEW TEAR DROPS IN HER EYES...I USED TO WONDER AT HER TENDER BEHAVIOR... ALL IN THE AIRPORT WILL HAVE A JEALOUS LOOK AS SHE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL... IN FACT ONCE WHEN SUM ONE KNOWN TO ME ASKED ME IN THE AIRPORT AS TO WHO SHE IS.......I WINKED AT HIM AND SAID...SHE IS DEADLY CLOSE TO ME... U SAW THE CLOSENESS NA....HE COULDNT DIGEST...PROBABLY WOULD NOT HAVE SLEPT FOR DAYS....STUPID GUY....



4) EDMUND BURKE NEVER HAD THE HABIT OF ATTENDING MASS IN THE CHURCH. HIS FRIEND WAS FATHER LARRY WHO FELT VERY ODD ABOUT THIS...HE ASKED BURKE...WHY IS IT U NEVER CUM TO CHURCH? BURKE SAID IF I CUM TO CHURCH U WILL BE IN TROUBLE...SINCE U HAVE BEEN REPEATEDLY REQUESTING ME TO CUM TO CHURCH, THIS SUNDAY I WILL CUM...B PREPARED TO FACE ME...LARRY PREPARED A BEAUTIFUL SERMON SINCE HE WANTED TO IMPRESS BURKE...AFTER THE SERMON, THE QUESTION HOUR STARTED... BURKE ASKED...FATHER U SAID GOOD PEOPLE VIRTUOUS PEOPLE THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN GOD GO TO HEAVEN...NOW MY DOUBT IS GOOD PEOPLE VIRTUOUS PEOPLE WHO DONT BELIEVE IN GOD, WHERE DO THEY GO...NOW LARRY WAS IN TROUBLE...IF HE SAYS GOOD PPL VIRTUOUS PPL WHO DONT BELIEVE IN GOD GO TO HELL...THEN IT MEANS BAD PPL FULL OF VICES WHO BELIEVE IN GOD WILL GO TO...  HEAVEN...ALL CAN DO NONSENSE BELIEVE IN GOD AND GO TO HEAVEN....LARRY SAID I WILL ANSWER THE QUESTION IN THE NEXT SUNDAY MASS...LARRY WENT THRU BIBLE, OLD NEW TESTAMENTS, DAVIDS GOLIATH LAW AND WHAT NOT...NO WHERE HE COULD FIND AN ANSWER....ONLY A FEW HOURS LEFT FOR SERMON HE WAS TIRED AND HE SLEPT...HE HAD A DREAM...HE WAS TRAVELLING IN A TRAIN...HE GOT DOWN IN A STATION...THE STATION WAS FULL OF GARBAGE AND DUST...IT LOOKED AS THOUGH NO ONE VISITED EVER THIS PLACE...THERE WERE A FEW PPL WHO WERE SKINNY AND LOOKED LIKE BEGGARS AND NOT EATEN FOR DAYS...HE ASKED WHICH PLACE IS THIS? THEY REPLIED IT IS THE HEAVEN...THEN HE ASKED...WHERE IS JESUS CHRIST, ST PETER, FRANCIS XAVIER, ADI SHANKARA, BUDDHA...THEY SAID THEY HAVE NEVER HEARD THIS NAME...HE ASKED IS THERE ANY OTHER TRAIN GOING ELSE WHERE..THEY SAID YES THERE IS A TRAIN GOING TO HELL ON THE OTHER PLATFORM...HE BOARDED THAT TRAIN...HE THOUGHT HEAVEN ITSELF IS IN THIS CONDITION AND IMAGINIE HOW THE HELL MUST BE...AS THE TRAIN APPROACHED HELL THERE WAS A LOT OF FLORA AND FAUNA...GREENERY...LIGHT RAIN...AS THE TRAIN STOPPED AT HELL LOTS OF PPL WERE DANCING AND MERRY MAKING...AS HE GOT DOWN THEY INVITED HIM TO JOIN IN THE PARTY...HE ASKED CAN I MEET JESUS CHRIST MOSES XAVIER ADI SHANKARA BUDDA LAO TZU...THEY SAID THEY WERE HERE LONG BACK....LARRY GOT UP FROM HIS DREAM...HE LOOKED AT BURKE AND SMILED...HE SAID WHETHER GOD EXISTS R NOT I DUNNO...BUT GOOD PEOPLE VIRTUOUS PPL,CAN ALWAYS TRANSFORM HELL IN TO HEAVEN....


5) WHEN U DO SOMETHING, YOU SHOULD BURN YOURSELF COMPLETELY ,LIKE A GOOD BONFIRE, LEAVING NO TRACE OF YOURSELF....
6) WHEN THE STUDENT IS PREPARED TO LEARN THE TEACHER APPEARS..WHEN THE STUDENT IS PREPARED TO UNLEARN THE MASTER APPEARS AND THE TEACHER DISAPPEARS...
7) THE RELIGIOUSNESS WHICH IS THE FLAVOUR AND TASTE OF EVERY RELIGION TRANSFORMS HELL IN TO HEAVEN.....
8) MAHA VISHNU HAD TO IMPORT ANGER TO KILL HIRANYAKASIPU.... YEAH IN ONE WAY THATS LORD'S COMPASSION TO GIVE MUKTHI TO HIM... SOMETIMES IN DAY TO DAY LIFE WISE MEN GYANIS DO THE SAME THING...THEY IMPORT ANGER AND POSE AS THOUGH THEY ARE ANGRY....THEY R CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF THE SITUATION AND NEED WHEREAS OUR ANGER STEMS FROM THE UNCONSCIOUS....THEY DONT FEEL GUILTY AFTER BEING ANGRY FOR THEY KNOW THEY R NOT THE DOERS....BUT IN CASE OF UNCONSCIOUS MIND WE FEEL GUILTY ONCE THE ANGER SUBSIDES....

9) KUMBAKONAM A TOWN 300 KMS SOUTH OF CHENNAI IS FULL OF TEMPLES...THERE R HUNDREDS OF THEM.... IT IS A VERY GOOD KSHETRAM..THERE IS A SAYING ABOUT KUMBAKONAM...

ANYA KSHETRASYA KRTAM PAPAM PUNYA KSHETRASYA VINASHYATHI.
PUNYA KSHETRASYA KRTAM PAPAM VARANAASYAAM VINASHYATHI.
VARANAASYAM KRTAM PAPAM KUMBAKONE VINASHYATHI.
...
KUMBAKONE KRTAM PAPAM KUMBAKONE VINASHYATHI...

THE SINS COMMITED AT A PLACE GETS DISSIPATED BY VISITING A HOLY PLACE.
THE SINS COMMITTED AT A HOLY PLACE GETS DISSIPATED ON VISITING VARANASI (KASHI).
THE SINS COMMITTED AT VARANASI GETS DISSIPATED ON VISITING KUMBAKONAM.
THE SINS COMMITTED AT KUMBAKONAM GETS DISSIPATED AT KUMBAKONAM ITSELF.

HENCE WHEN U FIND TIME DO VISIT KUMBAKONAM AND ENJOY THE BEAUTY OF THE TEMPLES... U WILL FIND A LOT OF PEACE IN THOSE TEMPLES WHICH HOUSES THE ARCHAVATARA MURTHIS OF THE LORD...THE SCULPT WORKS IN THE TEMPLES IS AWESOME.... PLEASE DO VISIT KUMBAKONAM ONCE AND U WILL BE TEMPTED TO VISIT MANY MORE TIMES...

10) IT WAS MONSOON SEASON....HEAVY RAINS IN KERALA...NEW MOON DAY....I WAS JUST WALKING UP AND THEN DOWN THE HILL TOWARDS THE VALLEY...I COULD HARDLY SEE....JUST WALKING BY FAITH....LOTS OF LIGHTNING...VERY SLIPPERY....I HAD A BIG BAMBOO STICK....WITH IT I WAS TRYING TO HAVE A FEEL OF THE SLIPPERY GROUND...SLOWLY WALKING TOWARDS THE VALLEY...JUST THEN IT HAPPENED....SUDDENLY I REALISED I WAS HANGING UPSIDE DOWN...SOMETHING HAD WRAPPED MY LEGS AND WAS FIRMLY HOLDING.... AND I WAS HANGING UPSIDE DOWN FROM THE TREE BUT I COULD FEEL SUM THING STRONGLY CATCHING MY LEG...I WAS IN THIS POSITION FOR A FEW HOURS AND I WENT IN TO DEEP SLUMBER....I JUST GOT UP...AS I FELL DOWN.....RAIN HAD STOPPED...IT WAS MORNING...I THEN REALISED SUM 20 FEET AWAY THERE WAS A DEEP GORGE DOWN THE HILL MAY BE ABOUT 500 TO 600 FEET....AS I JUST GOT UP I REALIZED THAT I WAS THRU OUT THE NIGHT HELD BY A MASSIVE PYTHON WHICH AFTER DROPPING ME WAS SLOWLY MOVING IN TO THE BUSHES AND DISAPPEARED......PROBABLY LORD THAT DAY DECIDED TO EXTEND MY STAY ON EARTH...I OFFERED MY SALUTATIONS AND PROSTRATIONS TO LORD ANANTA SARPA NARAYANA...

11) WHEN I WAS YOUNG MAY BE AROUND 15 YEARS ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIEND IN SCHOOL DIED OF BLOOD CANCER.... HIS SPIRIT/SOUL USED TO TALK TO ME.... I WAS A LOT IMMATURED AND I TOLD ONE OF MY RELATIVE THAT I AM IN CONVERSATION WITH MY FRIEND WHO DIED... THE NEWS SPREAD... ALL WERE IN PANIC... I WAS TAKEN TO AN ELDERLY PERSON IN MY FAMILY (AN UNCLE OF MY MOTHER), WHO IN TURN REFERRED ME TO BE SEEN BY AN EXORCIST....THE EXORCIST ON SEEING ME SAID THAT ONE OF MY CLOSE RELATIVE HAD DONE SUM BLACK MAGIC ON ME AND THAT NEEDS TO BE REMOVED... IT WAS REAL FUN.... HE MADE ME SIT... CALLED ALL THE GODS AND SPIRITS.... TO MY KNOWLEDGE I COULD NOT SEE ANY OF THEM... THAT DAY INTERESTINGLY I COULD SEE ONE OF THE EXORCIST'S FOREFATHER STANDING AND SAYING SUMTHING TO HIM.... WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE THE PLACE, I TOLD THE GENTLEMAN....'ONE OF YOUR FOREFATHER IS BUSY STANDING NEXT TO U AND WAS SAYING SUMTHING, AS U WERE PRAYING FOR ME...I SMILED AND SAID PROBABLY HE IS TRYING TO SUGGEST SUMTHING TO SOLVE MY CASE......THIS MAN GOT REALLY SCARED, WENT AND MET MY GRAND UNCLE WHO REFERRED MY CASE TO HIM...WITHOUT THE KNOWLEDGE OF MY PARENTS MY GRAND UNCLE CAME ONE DAY TO MY SCHOOL DURING THE LUNCH TIME AND ASKED ME AS TO WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME...INTERESTINGLY THAT DAY I COULD SEE A SPIRIT BEHIND HIM AND TOLD HIM TO WATCH HIS STEPS WHEN HE WALKS....HE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND....NEXT DAY HE HAD A FRACTURE... WHEN I MET MAHARISHI RAJAR I TOLD HIM THE WHOLE EPISODE....RAJAR SCOLDED ME AND ASKED ME TO EXCERCISE RESTRAINT... I STOPPED TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT ANYTHING I COULD VISUALISE FROM THAT DAY... IT WAS REAL FUN WHEN I HAPPENED TO SEE THE SO CALLED EXORCIST AFTER AN YEAR ON THE ROAD....VIRTUALLY HE STARTED RUNNING ON SEEING ME....IF I THINK OF THIS INCIDENT EVEN TODAY, I HAVE A HEART LAUGH....


12) I WAS ONCE STAYING AT MOONAR WITH A FRIEND OF MINE IN A SMALL SHED LIKE STRUCTURE WITH A WOODEN DOOR...HEAVY RAINS WERE LASHING OUTSIDE...MAY BE PAST MIDNIGHT....MY FRIEND WOKE ME UP...HE SAID SUM ONE IS KNOCKING THE DOOR....I SAID...PLEASE GO AND OPEN.... HE SAID...ITS LATE IN THE NITE AND I AM SCARED...I SAID...OK I WILL GO AND OPEN....I JUST WENT AND OPENED THE DOOR...IT WAS PITCH DARK OUTSIDE AND I COULDNT SEE ANY ONE IN THE DARK...I HAD A TORCH IN MY BAG...SO I WENT BACK COLLECTED THE TORCH AND SWITCHED IT ON....I COULDNT FIND ANY ONE.... HEAVY ROARING RAINS... I JUST CAME BACK AND SLEPT....I JUST GOT UP IN THE MORNING....MY FRIEND WAS NOT TO BE FOUND......HE HAD LEFT.... I JUST CLOSED THE SHED AND LOCKED IT AND GAVE THE KEYS TO THE SHOPWALA WHO HAD RENTED OUT THE PLACE FOR THE NITE...I JUST WALKED TO THE BUS STAND TO CATCH A BUS TO ERNAKULAM.... I FOUND MY FRIEND THERE.... ON SEEING ME HE WAS TREMBLING.... HE ASKED ME....'R U A BEAST OF SUM SORT? I SAID....MAY BE.... WHAT HAPPENED? IN THE MORNING WHEN I GOT UP I SAW A VERY BIG LONG SNAKE, QUITE HUGE SLEEPING BY YOUR SIDE AND UR HAND WAS ON THE SNAKE IN A HUGGING POSTURE'.... THEN I REALISED...PROBABLY IT IS 'UMA'....A VERY HUGE RAJA NAGAM...A KING COBRA MAY BE AROUND 14 OR 15 FEET IN LENGTH WAS SLEEPING WITH ME...I NORMALLY SIGHT HER IN MOONAR RAJAMALAI AREA....SHE HAS ONLY KNOCKED THE DOOR AT NITE AND LORDS GRACE WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE I COULD SPEND THE NITE WITH HER..LORDS GRACE...EVEN TODAY WHEN I SEE HER I REMEMBER THIS INCIDENT...

13)  IT WAS QUITE A CALM EVENING IN THE FOREST....JUST SUM CHIRPING OF BIRDS AND OCCASIONAL SWEET SOUNDS OF VARIOUS ANIMALS....I WAS JUST SITTING ON A ROCK ENJOYING THE CALMNESS AND BEAUTY OF THE FOREST...WINTER TIME...SO IT WAS VERY GREEN OUT THERE....AS I WAS OBSERVING THE PLANTS AND TREES AND APPRECIATING THE BEAUTY OF THE LORD IN THE FORM OF FOREST, I COULD SEE TWO EYES STRAIGHT LOOKING AT ME FROM A TREE OPPOSITE TO ME... JUST CURIOUS TO KNOW AS TO WHO IT WAS I JUST GOT DOWN FROM THE SEAT OF THE ROCK AND WENT BELOW THE TREE AND STARTED LOOKING UP....IT JUST VANISHED OFF...I THOUGHT IT DOESNT WANT TO REVEAL ITSELF TO ME AND SO RETURNED BACK TO MY ROCK SEAT...ONCE AGAIN THE EYES REAPPEARED ON THE TREE AND STARTED LOOKING AT ME...FOR ONCE I THOUGHT IT MAY BE SUM SORT OF A BIRD OR ANIMAL AND PROBABLY I AM INTRUDING IN TO ITS PRIVACY BY SITTING THERE...I DIDNT WANT TO DISTURB ITS PRIVACY AND HENCE DECIDED TO MOVE OUT OF THE PLACE....I STARTED WALKING IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION...SUN HAS SET AND IT WAS PITCH DARK... I JUST REMOVED THE TORCH FROM MY BAG, SWITCHED IT ON AND STARTED WALKING...AFTER TWO HOURS OF WALK, I REACHED A SMALL STREAM...I FELT LIKE TAKING BATH....REMOVED MY CLOTHES..WITH A TOWEL AROUND MY WAIST I STARTED TO BATHE...COMPLETED MY BATH AND CAME OUT AND STARTED SEARCHING MY CLOTHES AND THE BAG...IN THE DARK I COULD NOT LOCATE...SO I STARTED LOOKING AROUND...I SAW A FAINT LIGHT AT A DISTANCE...SO WALKED TOWARDS IT....IT WAS MY TORCH SWITCHED ON AND DIRECTLY POINTING TOWARDS MY FACE...SO FOR A SECOND I HAD TO CLOSE MY EYES WITH MY PALM AND THRU THE FINGERS LOOKED OUT TO SEE THE LIGHT.....NOW I COULD FIGURE OUT IT WAS NONE OTHER THAN 'MEKALA', A FULLY GROWN FEMALE LEOPARD WHO WAS HOLDING THE TORCH IN HER MOUTH...SHE CAME NEAR AND DROPPED THE TORCH....SHE PUSHED ME DOWN AND STARTED LICKING MY FACE..SHE SPENT THE ENTIRE NIGHT BY LYING DOWN BESIDE ME AND DID NOT ALLOW ME TO GET UP...IN THE MORNING SHE GOT UP EARLY AND LEFT...I SPOTTED MY BAG AND CLOTHES BY MY SIDE...LORDS GRACE...

BRAHMINS HAD SAID 'BYE' AND LEFT...I STARTED TREKKING INSIDE WITH TWO TRIBALS....A SMALL RIVULET WE CROSSED... 
AS I STARTED MY JOURNEY IN A PARTICULAR DIRECTION, THE TRIBALS SAID....'WE CANT COME BEYOND THIS...WE HAVE NEVER VENTURED THIS TERRAIN...SO KINDLY PERMIT US TO GO BACK TO OUR HAMLET'....
I SMILED AT THEM ... THANKED THEM AND BID BYE...I WAS SLOWLY WALKING...THE SUN WAS SETTING AND IN TWILIGHT SEEING BECOMES DIFFICULT...U CAN ALWAYS SEE BETTER DURING DAY AND LESS DURING NIGHT...BUT TWILIGHT ALMOST BLINDS A PERSON...SO I THOUGHT OF STAYING BACK SUM TIME....COULD LOCATE A ROCK BELOW A TREE...I JUST LIED DOWN ON THE ROCK SINCE IT WAS A BIT FLAT AT THE TOP AND SLEPT... WELL PAST MIDNIGHT, SUM ONE WOKE ME UP WITH A LANTERN IN HAND.... A VERY OLD LADY WITH A BEAMING SMILE, ASKED ME....HAVE YOU LOST YOUR WAY , MY CHILD....I SAID...SUM HOW I HAD A DESIRE TO VISIT THIS PART OF THE FOREST FOR LONG...SO THE DESIRE GOT FULFILLED TODAY...AND NOW I AM ABLE TO SEE U...SHE TOOK ME TO A SMALL HUT NOT TOO FAR FROM THAT PLACE...SHE GAVE ME SOME RICE PORRIDGE TO DRINK...AFTER A WHILE I HAD THE FORTUNE OF LISTENING TO THE NADA BRAHMAM OF THE AKSHARAS OF INDRA SABHA...IN PRAYOGA SASTRA IT IS CALLED 'KAAVEERI'....ITS A VERY RARE PART OF PRAYOGA SASTRA... AS SHE SANG I HAD TO LEARN AND IT WAS A SESSION WHICH TOOK 78 HOURS...AFTER THIS SESSION, A QUESTION WILL BE ASKED...AND IF THE QUESTION IS ANSWERED WRONGLY OR NOT THE EXPECTED SATISFACTION, WE WILL FORFEIT ALL THAT AND CANT REMEMBER WHAT WAS TAUGHT...SO ONCE THE SESSION WAS OVER...SHE ASKED ME A QUESTION...'HOW IS IT THAT U HAVE COME IN TO THIS PART OF THE FOREST WITHOUT BEING SCARED'?
I SAID..'DEAR GOD...THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS'...
SHE WAS ELATED WITH THE REPLY AND SHE ALLOWED ME TO PROSTRATE HER...I JUST TURNED AND WALKED AWAY....THESE MEMORIES OF 'INDRANI' ALWAYS REMAIN WITH ME....LORDS GRACE...


MAITREYI GAVE BIRTH TO TWINS....TWO BOYS...SURYA AND PRAKASA.... THESE TWO GREW TOGETHER AND THEIR VIEWS TOO WERE SIMILAR...AT THE AGE OF 20 SURYA FELL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL BY NAME KATYAYANI...PRAKASA TOO DEVELOPED SIMILAR FEELINGS....BOTH OF THEM APPROACHED MAITREYI FOR A SOLUTION...MAITREYI WENT IN TO DEEP MEDITATION TO CLEAR UP HER MIND BEFORE GIVING HER VERDICT ON THE SUBJECT...IN HER YOGA NIDRA OF TRANSCENDENCE, SHE COULD LOOK IN TO THE FUTURE... SHE OPENED HER EYES AND SAID THE BOYS CANNOT MARRY THAT GIRL...
A COUPLE OF DAYS BACK, A TWIN (BOYS) WERE BORN TO SUM ONE WHO IS A YOGA INSTRUCTOR...
AFTER 3 YEARS, A GIRL WILL BE BORN IN KURNOOL....
AFTER 20 YEARS THE SAME STORY IS GOING TO REPEAT....
LORDS GRACE....


SUM 10 YEARS BACK DURING ONE OF MY TRIPS TO KOLKOTA, I WORE A RED SHIRT AND A PANT....TOOK A TAXI FROM PARK STREET TO BALLYGUNJE... WE CROSSED A FEW LANES...AND THEN I ASKED THE TAXI TO STOP OUTSIDE A HOUSE...LOTS OF RUSH...AS I GOT DOWN FROM THE CAR, ALL COMRADES CAME, RECEIVED ME AND TOOK ME INSIDE....THEIR LEADER HAD PASSED AWAY...THEY BROUGHT A FLOWER GARLAND AND GAVE IT TO ME...I GARLANDED THE LEADER AND PAID MY RESPECTS...MY JOB WAS OVER...I CAME OUT...LEFT FOR SUNDERBANS FOREST...TRAVELLED IN A BOAT....GOT DOWN ON A MARSHY PATCH...I WAS JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE PLACE....I COULD SEE THE TREE...BELOW THE TREE WAS A PLANT...ON A CAREFUL INSPECTION I COULD SPOT THE BEETLE SITTING ON ONE OF THE LEAVES...I WAS FILLED WITH JOY...FROM MY BAG I CAREFULLY TOOK OUT ANOTHER BEETLE AND KEPT IT BY THE SIDE OF THE BEETLE ON THE PLANT....THE BEETLE I HAD CARRIED WAS THE ONE WHICH I TOOK OUT FROM THE GARLAND...IT HAS TAKEN ME 845 YEARS FOR ME TO UNITE THESE TWO SOULS.......LORDS GRACE...


A COUPLE OF DAYS BACK, I WENT TO JUBILEE BUS STAND....I WAS WAITING PATIENTLY FOR THAT FAMILY...THEY ARE GOING TO SHOLAPUR....THEY GOT DOWN FROM THE AUTO...I JUST TOWARDS THEM AND SAID I WILL CARRY THEIR LUGGAGE...THE ELDERLY PERSON ASKED ...HOW MUCH R U EXPECTING?....I SAID...RS.20/-...HE SAID I CAN GIVE ONLY RS.10/-...I SAID OK...SINCE I CANT SQUAT DOWN I CALLED A YOUNG LAD TO KEEP THE SUITCASE ON MY HEAD.. THERE WERE TWO MORE BAGS WHICH I HELD IT IN MY LEFT HAND...I HELD THE SUITCASE ON MY HEAD WITH RIGHT HAND....I ASKED THE BOY TO TAKE WHATEVER MONEY WAS THERE IN MY POCKET...THE BOY WAS HAPPY WHEN HE SAW A COUPLE OF RS.100/- NOTES....LUCKY FOR THE FAMILY THE BUS TO SHOLAPUR WAS JUST COMING OUT OF THE BUS STAND....WE ALL RUSHED NEAR THE BUS...SLOWLY ALL THE 4 MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY GOT IN TO BUS...THE OLD MAN FORGOT TO GIVE ME THE MONEY...AS SOON AS THE BUS STARTED MOVING I JUST SHOUTED AT THE OLD MAN...'MY COOLIE'....HE JUST THREW A 10 RUPEE NOTE FROM THE MOVING BUS...I JUST COLLECTED THE MONEY AND TOOK MY CAR FROM PARKING LOT AND WENT STRAIGHT TO SANATH NAGAR...THERE WILL A PHYSICALLY HANDICAPPED PERSON SEEKING ALMS..I HANDED OVER THIS RS.10 GIVEN BY THE OLD MAN AND ADDITIONALLY PAID ANOTHER RS.468/- TO HIM....HE WAS VERY HAPPY... I TOO WAS VERY JOYOUS....I THANKED THE LORD...LORDS GRACE..

IN ONE WAY, I AM A CLEARING AND FORWARDING AGENT (C & F)....

WHENEVER LORD PERMITS DURING MY VISITS TO MADURAI, I GO TO MEENAKSHI TEMPLE......I LIKE THE BEAUTIFUL SCULPT WORKS IN THE TEMPLE AND I KEEP WONDERING AT THE BEAUTY....I KEEP WATCHING THE SCULPTURE OF GREAT SAINTS ,ANIMALS , DAMSELS, DEMI GODS, GODS ETC.,....REALLY THEY ARE VERY BEAUTIFUL...SO I ENJOY SEEING THEM......DURING AN EGOLESS MOMENT GOD HAD ENTERED THE HEART AND MIND OF THE STHAPATHIS AND HAS GIVEN US SUMTHING VERY BEAUTIFUL....THIS IS HOW I LOOK AT IT... ONE DAY I WAS STANDING AND ADMIRING THE BEAUTY OF A NUDE APSARA ON ONE OF THE PILLARS......A PERSON KNOWN TO ME ACCIDENTALLY CAME THERE AND SAW ME SEEING THE APSARA...
HE ASKED...GURUJI, WHY DO U SEE ALL THIS IN A TEMPLE?
I SMILED AND SAID....BECAUSE ITS THERE...
I DONT THINK HE UNDERSTOOD ME......FROM THAT DAY WHENEVER HE SEES ME ON ROAD ESPECIALLY WHILE HIS GOING WITH HIS WIFE, HE RUNS AWAY.. I LAUGH AT HIM GLEEFULLY....



YESTERDAY SOMETHING INTERESTING HAPPENED... I INVOKED MY GOOD FRIEND SUBHA, AN YAKSHINI.... WHEN I HAVE SUM THING VERY INTIMATE TO DISCUSS, SHE IS THE BEST COMPANION, FOR SHE CAN LOOK IN TO THINGS IN DEPTH AND ADVICE.. YAKSHA RAJAN AND YAKSHINIS R NOT THE WAY THEY ARE PORTRAYED.. PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO KNOWLEDGE HAVE STARTED TALKING ABOUT THEM THAT TOO NEGATIVELY.... THEY ARE ONE OF THE BEST COSMIC COMPANIONS OF A TRUE PRAYOGI... ITS LORDS PURE MERCY AND GRACE THAT I AM ASSOCIATED WITH THEM... THEIR WAY OF LOOKING AT THINGS WHETHER MUNDANE OR SPIRITUAL IS PAR EXCELLENCE... THE KIND OF WORK THEY DO, DUE TO THEIR LOVE FOR THE COSMIC NATURE IS TREMENDOUS...I AM OVERWHELMED BY THEIR COMPASSION..LORDS GRACE...

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ONCE A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WANTED ME TO GO WITH HIM TO MEET AN ASTROLOGER...HE IS VERY ATTACHED TO ASTROLOGY AND KEEPS VISITING ONE PARTICULAR FAMOUS ASTROLOGER IN CHENNAI... I SAID TO HIM I DONT HAVE TIME FOR ALL THIS...SO U PLEASE CARRY ON... HE WAS PESTERING ME... I TOLD HIM..OK I WILL COME WITH YOU ON ONE CONDITION... U SHOULD NOT TELL HIM ANYTHING ABOUT ME...AT BEST YOU CAN INTRODUCE ME AS A BUSINESS MAN.....SO THAT DAY WE WENT IN A FRIEND'S MERCEDES BENZ CAR... I WAS WEARING A SAFARI DRESS WITH AMBASSADOR SHOES... MY FRIEND INTRODUCED ME TO HIM AS A BUSINESS MAN... 
ASTROLOGER....CAN I SEE YOUR HOROSCOPE?
ME...I DONT HAVE ONE...
ASTROLOGER...CAN U SAY UR DOB AND PLACE OF BIRTH AND TIME?
ME....YEAH..MY DATE OF BIRTH IS 26TH JANUARY 1950 BORN EARLY MORNING AT 4.25 AM IN CHICAGO USA...
THEN HE FED ALL THE DETAILS IN HIS COMPUTER AND SAID....U HAVE BEEN GAMBLING A LOT IN BUSINESS IN THE NAME OF INVESTMENT... IN ANOTHER 3 YEARS TIME U MAY BECOME A PAUPER... TO AVOID THIS U MAY HAVE TOD DO A PRAYASCHITTHAM AND IT WILL COST RS.10000/-... I JSUT REMOVED 10 K FROM THE BRIEF CASE WHICH I WAS CARRYING AND PLEADED WITH HIM...
OH GREAT MAN, KINDLY SAVE ME AND MY FAMILY FROM THIS CALAMITY.. I DONT WANT TO BE A PAUPER... I NEED MY BUSINESS TO GROW... KINDLY HELP... I SEE MY LORD IN YOU...
MY FRIEND WAS REALLY WONDER STRUCK WITH MY BEHAVIOUR...
THE ASTROLOGER SAID... DONT WORRY I HAVE SAVED MANY PEOPLE FROM SUCH CALAMITIES...I CAN SAVE YOU ALSO...
THEN HE ALSO GAVE A PAMPHLET ASKING FOR DONATION FOR SOME ASTROLOGICAL RESEARCH WORK.... I GAVE ANOTHER 10K...
WHILE TAKING LEAVE OF HIM, I ASKED HIM...
SIR, IS THE PREMIER PADMINI CAR KEPT IN THE OUTSIDE PORTICO YOURS?
ASTRO...YES...WHY ARE U ASKING?
ME...PLEASE DONT USE THE CAR FOR JUST TODAY...
ASTROLOGER JUST STARED AT ME...
HE USED THE CAR THAT DAY AND IT WAS INVOLVED IN AN ACCIDENT AND HE ACCIDENTALLY RAN OVER A WOMAN WHO WAS KILLED...
JUST NOW GOT A TELEPHONE FROM MY FRIEND THAT THE ASTROLOGER WAS ACQUITTED AFTER 10 YEARS OF FIGHTING IN THE COURT TO PROVE HIS INNOCENCE....LORDS GRACE...


THOSE DAYS I HAD A FRIEND BY NAME SRI.NILAKANTH PUROHIT..... HE WAS AN AGHORI....BELONGED TO THE VAMACHARA CLAN....BUT A GOOD MAN BY HEART.... USED TO HELP A LOT OF PEOPLE THRU HIS PRACTICES... HE WAS A HIGHLY DISCIPLINED PERSON.....U KNOW VERY WELL THAT I DONT BELIEVE IN THE PSEUDO DISCIPLINE.....HE USED TO WAKE UP IN BRAHMA MUHURTHAM AROUND 3.30am ...ONCE I HAPPENED TO STAY WITH FOR A DAY....THE PREVIOUS NIGHT HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT GETTING UP EARLY...HOW ADVANTAGEOUS IT IS AND DOING MEDITATION DURING THAT TIME HOW BENEFICIAL IT IS....I TOLD HIM THAT I REALLY APPRECIATE HIS SINCERITY IN DOING SO...I SAID LORD HAS HIS OWN WAYS...HE WAS TRYING TO IMPRESS UPON ME THE NEED OF GETTING UP EARLY....I TOLD HIM ITS NOT MY CUP OF TEA....HE SAID A PRAYOGI IS EXPECTED TO BE DISCIPLINED... I JUST BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER...
NILAKANTH...WHY R U LAUGHING?
ME....SOME SCENE FLASHED IN MY MIND AND HENCE I LAUGHED...
NILAKANTH...WHY NOT U TELL ME, I WILL ALSO ENJOY IT...
ME...NO SORRY NILA, I CANT REVEAL IT....
NEXT DAY MORNING I HAD TO LEAVE.... I ASKED HIS DISCIPLE AS TO WHERE'S IS NILAKANTH? THE DISCIPLE JUST OPENED THE DOOR OF HIS ROOM....NILAKANTH PUROHIT WAS SNORING AND MY WATCH SHOWED 10 A.M.
NOW I DIDNT WANT TO BURST IN TO LAUGHTER SINCE THAT MAY WAKE HIM UP... I JUST SMILED AND TOLD HIS DISCIPLE...TELL HIM, I HAVE LEFT....
LORDS GRACE...


ONE DAY I WAS IN A STATE OF URGENCY... I HAD TO LEAVE FOR THE FOREST....TOOK A FLIGHT...REACHED MADURAI...THAT DAY SOME STRIKE...SO NO BUSES, NO TAXIS, NO AUTOS, NOTHING AVAILABLE...SOME HOW IN A PRIVATE CAR I COULD GO UP TO THENI....THERE ONE OF MY FRIENDS HAS A JEEP...SO I SAID I NEED HIS JEEP AND HE GLADLY ALLOWED ME TO USE IT... I DROVE THE JEEP AND AFTER 3 HOURS OF DRIVE IN THE GHATS, I REACHED THE BORDERS OF THE RANGE, WHERE I WANTED TO VISIT...I JUST PARKED THE JEEP NEAR THE BUSHES ON THE ROAD SIDE AND STARTED WALKING INSIDE...QUITE A TOUGH TERRAIN....I WALKED THROUGH THE NIGHT AND REACHED THE SPOT WHERE I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE...THERE WAS A SAINT WAITING FOR ME...HE SAID...
SAINT...YOU ARE LATE BY A COUPLE OF HOURS...
ME....YES SWAMI, I AM SORRY FOR THE DELAY...
SAINT...ITS OK...COME WITH ME...
WE WALKED, MAY BE ANOTHER 5 KMS.... REACHED A SMALL RIVULET... THERE IS A SMALL WATERFALL AT THIS SPOT... A POND OF WATER... AND FROM THAT A RIVULET FLOWS DOWN... SINCE IT WAS RAINY SEASON THERE WAS PLENTY OF WATER...WE BOTH STARTED DOING A PRAYOGAM CALLED 'AMRITATAPASYATEJASI' BY STANDING HIP DEEP IN THE POND OF WATER JUST BELOW THE WATERFALL...ITS A PRAYOGAM WHICH IS NORMALLY DONE CONTINUOUSLY STANDING IN HIP DEEP WATER FOR AROUND 40 HOURS... AFTER IT WAS OVER, HE POURED A LITTLE BIT OF WATER IN TO MY HAND AND SAID CAREFUL...SINCE I HAD THE WATER IN HAND I COULD NOT PROSTRATE THE SAINT... HE UNDERSTOOD MY PLIGHT, JUST GAVE A BROAD SMILE AND PATTED ME ON MY BACK OF SHOULDER AND ASKED ME TO PROCEED... I JUST TOOK THE WATER AND WALKED ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FOREST, MAY BE AROUND 8 KMS....THE SMALL ELEPHANT WAS GASPING FOR BREATH...AND THERE WERE 8 BIG ELEPHANTS AROUN IT STANDING... THEY GAVE WAY TO ME...I WANTED TO POUR THE WATER IN ITS MOUTH, BUT I CANT LIFT ITS TRUNK SINCE I HAD WATER IN MY HAND...THE ELEPHANT HERD LEADER AN OLD MALE CAME NEAR AND LIFTED THE BABY ELEPHANTS TRUNK...I MANAGED TO INSERT BOTH MY HANDS DEEP INSIDE ITS MOUTH AND POURED IT....I WAITED FOR ABOUT HALF AN HOUR.....THE BABY ELEPHANT SUDDENLY GOT UP AND RAN TOWARDS ITS MOTHER IN THE HERD...LITERALLY TEARS STARTED FLOWING FROM MY EYES AND I COULD VISUALISE THE TEARS IN THE ENTIRE HERD....THEN ONE BY ONE THEY CAME NEAR ME AND BLEW AIR WITH THEIR TRUNK ON MY HEAD AND BLESSED ME...THEN THEY ALL LEFT...WHILE LEAVING THE BABY ELEPHANT TURNED CAME RUNNING AT ME, PUSHED ME TO THE GROUND AND WITH THE TRUNK SHE KISSED MY CHEEKS AND RAN BACK WITH THE HERD... I REALLY ENJOYED THIS....TODAY IS THE DAY IT HAPPENED 14 YEARS BACK...SRI PARASARA BHAGAWAN KI JAI...LORDS GRACE..


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THE LORD IS OMNIPOTENT.... THE BEAUTY IS HE IS EVERYWHERE... THE WONDER IS HE IS THE REAL FACE OF THIS JAGAT...ENTIRE CREATION... HE IS IN EVERY FORM...HE IS IN EVERY ASPECT....WHEN HIRANYA KASIPU SAW SRI HARI, HE SAW THE ENTIRE CREATION INCLUDING HIMSELF..HE COULD VISUALISE ALL THE PERSONALITIES IN NRUSIMHA...HE COULD SEE EVERY FACET OF LIFE IN HIM...BY LOOKING AT THE FACES HE COULD REALISE THE CONSCIOUSNESS AT ALL LEVELS OF BODY, MIND AND SOUL...THE LORD IN THE FORM OF NRUSIMHA REVEALED HIMSELF TO HIRANYA KASIPU...THE EGO OF HIRANYA KASIPU GOT DISSIPATED IN NO TIME... HE WAS AGHAST AT IT... HE GOT MESMERISED AND DROPPED THE GADA... HE THOUGHT NO POINT IN FURTHER CONFRONTING NRUSIMHA... HE WAS ALL LONG WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT AMND THE MOMENT HAS ARRIVED... HE JUST GAVE IN TO LORD...LORDS GRACE,,,,


HIRANYA KASIPU WAS THE MOST FORTUNATE GUY TO BE ON THE LAP OF NRUSIMHA...LORD DID NOT EVEN TOUCH PRAHLADA...LORDS GRACE...

ONE DAY I HAD TO DO A PRAYOGAM IN THE FOREST CALLED 'BHEESHANASAMBHAVI'....SOME DEVA PRASHNAM WAS PERFORMED THE PREVIOUS DAY CALLED, ' ASHTA MANGALA DEERGA PRAYOGA DEVA PRASHNAM'.... IT TURNED OUT THAT I HAD TO DO THIS PRAYOGAM FOR SOME LOKA KALYANAM.......ALL THE BRAHMINS WHO HAD COME TO HELP ME IN THE PRASHNAM WERE SENT SAFELY BACK WITH LOCALS TO GUIDE THEM....THEY HAD TO RETURN SINCE THE NEXT DAY WAS ONAM FESTIVAL AND WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH THEIR FAMILIES....I WAS ALONE WITHOUT ANY ASSISTANCE..TOTALLY UNPREPARED...NO PLANNING...NO ORGANISING... NOTHING ABSOLUTELY...SINCE IT WAS FOREST, NO PROBLEM FOR SAMITHAS, FIREWOOD ETC., GHEE MILK VEGETABLES CAN BE PROCURED FROM THE HAMLET OF THE TRIBALS.....I NEEDED THREE ITEMS IN LARGE QUANTITIES WHICH R VERY IMPORTANT FOR THIS PRAYOGAM...
I..CARDAMOM...10 KGS..
2..BLACK PEPPER...7 KGS..
3..SAFFRON...5 KGS...

I THOUGHT EVEN CARDAMOM AND PEPPER I CAN GO TO THE NEARBY ESTATES AND GET IT BUT WHAT ABOUT SAFFRON? THAT TOO 5KGS..I WAS JUST BLINKLING....FIRST I THOUGHT LET ME FIND OUT CARDAMOM AND BLACK PEPPER...SO I STARTED WALKING...AFTER SOME TIME I REALISED SOME ONE WALKING BEHIND ME...I JUST TURNED BACK AND LOOKED AND NO ONE WAS THERE...I WALKED...NOW I KNEW VERY WELL SOME ONE WAS TRAILING ME...ONCE AGAIN I TURNED BACK...NO ONE AROUND...I STOPPED...I HEARD A VERY BIG LOUD LAUGH, WHICH ECHOED ACROSS THE MOUNTAINS... I KNEW WHO IT WAS...MAHARISHI RAJAR USED TO CALL HIM..'JAYANTHAN'....HE IS THE YAKSHA KING OF THAT AREA.... I JUST KNEELED DOWN AND WAITED PATIENTLY FOR ABOUT AN HOUR WITH MY PALMS CLOSED IN 'ANJALI' MUDRA.....THE YAKSHA SAID...'I AM PLEASED...GO BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE YOU DO THE PRAYOGAM... THE THINGS WHICH YOU WANT WILL REACH YOU IN TIME'.... I PROSTRATED THE YAKSHA "JEYANTHAN' AND LEFT... AS I REACHED THE SPOT, I SAW ON A NEAR BY BANYAN TREE ALL ITEMS WERE NEATLY PACKED IN CLOTH AND WERE HANGING...LORDS/MASTERS GRACE THE PRAYOGAM WAS COMPLETED AND I WAS REJOICING...LORDS GRACE..


A FEW YEARS BACK, MYSELF, ANAND AND RAJESH HAD GONE TO A BANK TO MEET THE CHIEF MANAGER FOR A LOAN TO A VENTURE WHICH WE WERE SUPPOSED TO START.......WE WAITED FOR A FEW MINUTES ON THE MAIN BANKING HALL...AFTER THE WAITING PERIOD, WE ENTERED THE CHIEF MANAGER'S CABIN...ANAND INTRODUCED HIMSELF AND THEN ME AND RAJESH....
THE CHIEF MANAGER WAS VERY STIFF AND STONE FACED, MAY BE BECAUSE HIS BOSS A DGM FROM ZONAL OFFICE HAD CALLED HIM AND ASKED HIM TO GIVE A POSITIVE LOOK AT OUR PROPOSAL...SO THE CHIEF MANAGER'S FACE WAS LIKE THAT OF MONKEY TASTING GINGER... NOW I WANTED TO HAVE SOME FUN...SOME REAL FUN....I WAS NOT INTERESTED IN LOAN ANY LONGER...
CHIEF MANAGER....WHATS YOUR BUSINESS VISION?
ME..(SMILING LIKE A STUPID GUY)...VISION?
CM...YES BUSINESS VISION....
ME...I HAVE ONLY TOTAL VISION AND I DONT HAVE ANY SEPERATE BUSINESS VISION...
I COULD READ HIS THOUGHTS.....HIS THOUGHTS RAN LIKE THIS...' REAL ASSHOLE....CHEAT...HOW COME HIGER OFFICIALS RECOMMEND SUCH A GUY FOR LOAN? JUST THIS FELLOW WANTS TO EAT THE BANK'S MONEY...HE IS AFTER EASY MONEY...LET ME NOT FALL A PREY TO THIS'....
I JUST GOT UP WINKED AND LAUGHED AT HIM...'THANKS FOR YOUR TIME'...
HAD A HEARTY LAUGH...LORD ALWAYS KEEP US ENTERTAINED...LORDS GRACE..


AROUND 4 YEARS BACK, DURING ONE OF MY TRIPS TO TRIVANDRUM, I WAS BUSY PURCHASING HOTLY FRIED BANANA CHIPS ON THE ROAD SIDE.... A SMALL GIRL MAY BE SIX OR SEVEN YEARS OLD ,CAME NEAR ME AND ASKED FOR ALMS... I GAVE HER SOME MONEY AND BOUGHT TWO CHIPS PACKETS FOR HER. THEN SHE POINTED OUT TO HER TORN CLOTHES AND ASKED ME TO GET HER CLOTHES... I JUST TOOK THE KID TO THE MARKET AREA AND GOT THEM CLOTHES...THEN SHE POINTED TO SOME TOYS IN A SHOP... I GOT THEM TOYS..THEN I ASKED HER WHERE SHE LIVES...THEN SHE TOOK ME TO A TEMPLE AND SHE SHOWED THE PRAHARA AND SAID SHE LIVES THERE...INFACT THAT DAY I SAW A NUMBER OF KIDS DANCING AND PLAYING ON THE PRAHARA... SHE ASKED ME WHETHER I CAN AFFORD GETTING THEM ALL CLOTHES AND FOOD... THERE WERE TOTALLY ANOTHER 6 KIDS,INTERESTINGLY ALL FEMALES....SO ONCE AGAIN I TOOK ALL THE 6 PLUS THE ONE WHO IS WITH ME BACK TO THE ROAD SIDE BANANA CHIPS STALL GOT THEM 2 PACKETS OF CHIPS EACH, TOOK THEM TO THE MARKET GOT DRESSES AND TOYS...I TOOK THEM BACK TO THE TEMPLE... A VERY BEAUTIFUL LADY WAS STANDING NEAR THE TEMPLE... THE KIDS RAN TO HER AND HUGGED HER...SHE WAS VERY FURIOUS AND STARTED SHOUTING AT ME...SHE SAID...'WITHOUT MY PERMISSION WHO R U TO TAKE MY CHILDREN WITH YOU'... I WAS TAKEN ABACK... I COULDN'T REPLY AND I FUMBLED...SHE SAID EVEN MY CLOTHES R IN POOR SHAPE, I AM TOO HUNGRY....SHE SAID FIRST TAKE ME TO A HOTEL AND FEED ME... I TOOK HER TO A HOTEL... SHE ATE AND THE KIDS ALSO ATE...THEN WE ALL WENT TO A SHOP AND SHE TOOK A SAREE...SHE SAID...I NEED ONE MORE... THEN SHE TOOK SOME BOXES OF SWEET FROM A SWEET SHOP...SHE SAID I CANT WALK...SO I CALLED A TAXI AND WE ALL WENT BACK TO THE TEMPLE... 
I POLITELY ASKED HER.... 'WHERE DO U LIVE WITH THESE KIDS'?
SHE SMILED AND SAID...'WHY CAN U BUY ME A HOUSE'?
I SAID....'WHY NOT?'
SHE..'WILL IT BE AS BIG AS THIS TEMPLE?'..
ME...'MAY BE NOT...IT WILL BE A SMALL HOUSE'..
SHE..'NO PROBLEM...I CAN ADJUST AND LIVE...BUT WILL YOU GIVE ME A PLACE IN YOUR HEART BECAUSE THATS VERY BIG AND CAN ACCOMODATE ME AND MY FAMILY?'...
I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HEAD OR TAIL OF THIS STATEMENT...
SHE...'DONT WORRY...I VERY WELL KNOW I AM IN YOUR HEART SITTING AS A SOUL'..
I WAS LITERALLY BLINKING...
SHE JUST WENT INSIDE THAT BEAUTIFUL TEMPLE WITH HER SEVEN KIDS AND VANISHED...
I KNEW IT WAS THE DEITY OF THE TEMPLE ....SRI ATTUKKAL BHAGAWATHY WITH SAPTHA KANYA...THIS WAS SOME TIME BEFORE 'AKSHARA GAANA YAGNAM' WHICH WE CONDUCTED IN MANGALAGIRI...
LORDS GRACE...



PARENTS ADVISED THE GIRL TO MARRY HER UNCLE...BUT THE GIRL REFUSED...SHE SAID SHE WILL ONLY MARRY A PERSON WHO IS MOST RESPECTED...
AS SHE WAS WALKING ON THE STREETS...SHE FOUND A LOT OF PEOPLE BOWING THEIR HEAD TO THE KING...SO SHE THOUGHT KING IS THE MOST RESPECTED AND SO SHE WILL MARRY THE KING...SO SHE WENT BEHIND THE KING....THE KING SAW A SANYASI ON THE WAY...GOT DOWN FROM THE HORSE AND PROSTRATED THE SAINT...SHE THOUGHT IF THE KING IS PROSTRATING THE SANYASI , THE SANYASI IS MORE RESPECTED...SO SHE WENT BEHIND THE SANYASI....THE SANYASI WENT TO THE TANK TO TAKE BATH...AFTER TAKING BATH, THE SANYASI CAME TO LORD VINAYAK SITTING BELOW A TREE AND PROSTRATED LORD VINAYAK...SO THE GIRL THOUGH IF SANYASI IS PROSTRATING VINAYAK, THEN VINAYAK IS MORE RESPECTED AND DECIDED TO MARRY VINAYAK...JUST THEN A DOG CAME...LIFTED ITS LEG AND URINATED VINAYAK...THE GIRL THOUGHT WHEN DOG URINATED , VINAYAK DIDNT OBJECT, SO DOG IS MORE RESPECTED, AND SHE FOLLOWED THE DOG...ONE YOUNG BOY SEEING THE DOG URINATING VINAYAK GOT FURIOUS AND THREW A STONE AND DOG STARTED RUNNING...IF THE DOG IS RUNNING, THEN THE BOY IS BETTER RESPECTED....SO SHE WANTED TO MARRY THE BOY...JUST THEN AN YOUNG MAN WHO SAW THIS REPRIMANDED THE BOY FOR HAVING HIT THE DOG WITH A STONE...THE BOY FELL AT THE FEET OF THAT YOUNG MAN AND APOLOGISED...NOW SHE THOUGHT IF THE BOY RESPECTED THE YOUNG MAN MORE THEN SHE HAS TO MARRY THAT YOUNG MAN...SHE ALSO MARRIED HIM...THAT YOUNG MAN WAS NONE OTHER THAN HER OWN UNCLE WHOM HER PARENTS HAD SUGGESTED INITIALLY..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...LORDS MERCY AND GRACE...