Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Amruta Vaani 6

Golden words of HH Sri VV Sridhar Guruji

GO ON WONDERING. WONDER IN TO WONDER...THE EXISTENCE IN TURN REVEALS ITSELF TO U...

A SPIRITUAL HEAD ONCE SAID...IF U FOREGO WINE AND WOMEN HERE THEN U WILL BE IN HEAVEN...
I ASKED HIM...WHAT WILL U GET IN HEAVEN?
HE SAID...EVERYTHING INCLUDING WINE AND WOMEN...
I SAID...WHY SHOULD I FOREGO THIS IN THE CERTAIN PRESENT TO GET IT SUM WHERE IN THE UNCERTAIN FUTURE... I WOULD LIKE TO GO WITH THE PRESENT...
MERGER WITH THE LORD IS HEAVEN....TOTAL MERGER WITH THE LORD IS PURE SAATVIKA ANANDA...BEYOND ALL THIS... EVEN THE SO CALLED SPIRITUAL HEADS TALK THIS KIND OF A NONSENSE....IF U CONSIDER LIFE ITSELF AS DIVINE AND LORD IS THE DOER, WHATEVER HAPPENS IS CERTAINLY BEYOND UR CONTROL...WHETHER IT IS WINE OR WOMEN... THEN CERTAINLY U R HEADING TOWARDS THE LORD SINCE SURRENDER IS THE KEY WORD...WE R NOT THE DOERS...FORREASONS NOT KNOWN TO US, HE HAS SENT US HERE TODAY...TO JUST LIVE...IN THE PROCESS THE MIND THE HEART EVERYTHING FUNCTIONS...BUT HE HAS THE KEY TO IT... HE DOES..SO EVERYTHING IS HIM AND HIM ALONE...SO THE MERGER AS U LIVE ITSELF HAS HAPPENED...U FEEL HIM IN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING...U SEE HIM ANY WHERE AND EVERYWHERE... PROMISING A FUTURE HEAVEN AND MORAL POLICING THE CERTAIN PRESENT IS ABSURD...


TODAY MORNING A SISHYA OF MINE CALLED UP AND HE WAS IN TOTAL PANIC....HE STAYS IN A PORTION AND HIS IN LAWS STAY IN ANOTHER PORTION OF THE HOUSE...IN FACT SOME MONTHS BACK WHEN HE WANTED TO SHIFT FROM HIS OLD HOUSE TO THE PRESENT PLACE, I HAD WARNED HIM THAT IT WAS NOT A WISE MOVE....ITS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE AWAY AND KEEP MEETING ONCE IN A WHILE... IN THE NAME OF RELATIONSHIP, ITS NOT POSSIBLE THESE DAYS TO STAY TOGETHER...THERE R VARIOUS COMPELLING REASONS NOW A DAYS...BUT HE DIDNT LISTEN TO ME...TODAY MORNING HE SAID HIS IN LAWS R ASKING HIM TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE...THE WIFE TOO IS NOT INTERESTED TO CUM WITH HIM....WE CANT BLAME THAT GIRL ALSO SINCE THERE IS SUM WEAKNESS WITH THE BOY WHICH AFFECTS HER LIFE...ANY SUGGESTIONS?




ONE HAS TO SUM TIME LEARN TO IGNORE....IGNORING IS A BEAUTIFUL ART...IF U HEAR U CAN ALWAYS IGNORE...IF U LISTEN U WILL START ACTING OR REACTING...SUM TIMES PEOPLE TALK UNCONSCIOUSLY THOUGH THEY LOOK CONSCIOUS WHILE TALKING...WE HAVE TO BE ALERT...IF U R ALSO UNCONSCIOUS U WILL START LISTENING....ONE NEEDS TO DEVELOP THIS ALERTNESS...WHEN SUM ONE STARTS SHOUTING/LAMENTING WITH SELF PITY/ARROGANT/BLAME GAME, BECOME ALERT...JUST HEAR... DONT RESPOND....IT WILL TAKE A LONG TIME FOR THEM TO REALIZE...REALIZATION IS JUST A FRACTION OF A SECOND...BUT IT TAKES SUM TIMES YEARS OR GENERATIONS TO HAPPEN...IN SUM CASES IT NEVER HAPPENS...JUST IGNORE THEIR COMMENTS...U CANT GET STRUCK UP WITH THEM AT THAT LEVEL...U HAVE TO MOVE ON....WHEN U IGNORE THEIR WORDS...STILL RELATIONSHIP IS POSSIBLE AND DOESNT BREAK....
WHEN U KEEP THINKING ABOUT SUMTHING ALWAYS...U CAN VISUALISE IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF U...

.SUM ONE WAS GOING ON A TRIP TO SABARIMALA....AS THEY WERE TRAVELLING IN THEIR VEHICLE...THEY SAW A CAR AND IT SEEMS I WAS SITTING IN THE CAR...I WAS AT HYDERABAD...

.LAST MONTH ONE OF OUR FB FRIENDS ASKED ME WHETHER I HAD JUST CROSSED SUM PLACE IN BANGALORE... I WAS SITTING IN MY OFFICE AT HYDERABAD..

.SUM ONE CALLED ME THE OTHER DAY AND THANKED ME THAT HIS SON SAW ME IN HIS SCHOOL THAT AFTERNOON..THAT DAY I WAS BUSY HOPPING FROM ONE PLACE TO ANOTHER AND WAS AT MUMBAI AIRPORT..

WHEN U KEEP THINKING DEEPLY ABOUT SUM THING U VISUALISE IT...THATS THE BEAUTY OF THE LORD..LORDS GRACE..


A BUSINESS MAN WAS IN DEATH BED...ALL THE THREE SONS WERE BY HIS BED SIDE....THE BUSINESS MAN WAS JUST CLOSING HIS EYES...SUDDENLY HE OPENED HIS EYES AND SAW HIS THREE SONS....HE SHOUTED..ALL THE THREE OF U HERE WITH ME...THEN WHO IS IN THE SHOP?

IF YOUR STRENGTH IS SMALL DONT CARRY HEAVY BURDENS...
IF YOUR WORDS R WORTH LESS DONT GIVE ANY ADVICE...


A SINGLE CONVERSATION ACROSS THE TABLE WITH A WISE MAN IS MORE WORTH THAN STUDY OF 1000 BOOKS...

SUM ONE ASKED...WHETHER U HV FAILED?
I SAID...NOT MERELY FAILED BUT I AM CONTENT WITH THAT FAILURE...


 WHEN U SAY B USEFUL....I SUPPORT USELESSNESS...
WHEN U SAY B HARD WORKING... I SAY B LAZY..
WHEN U SAY B GOOD...I SAY B BAD...
WHEN U SAY B PERFECT... I SAY B IMPERFECT..
WHEN U SAY B RIGHT...I SAY B WRONG..
WHEN U SAY B CORRECT....I SY B INCORRECT..
WHEN U SAY RIGHT...I SAY LEFT...
WHEN U SAY GOAL... I SAY NO GOAL..
WHEN U SAY PROFIT...I SAY LOSS..
WHEN U SAY LIGHT...I SAY DARK...
WHY IS IT LIKE THIS...
MY ANALOGY IS SIMPLE.... I FEEL U R AT THE EXTREME AND I PULL U WITH THE OTHER EXTREME TO BRING U TO THE MIDDLE..
U FEEL EXHAUSTED AND I FEEL ENERGETIC EVEN AFTER PULLING U...
HENCE I SMILE AND SAY 'B E....B A L A N C E D'.... 


IN THE MIDST OF GREAT JOY NEVER PROMISE...
IN THE MIDST OF GREAT ANGER NEVER ANSWER...


MEN OF WISDOM TALK BECAUSE THEY HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY..
MEN OF KNOWLEDGE TALK BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING...




PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER...
SUM TIMES 
IN LIFE GETTING WHAT U WANT MAY BE ILL LUCK
AND
NOT GETTING WHAT U WANT MAY BE LUCK..


THE IDEAL MAN...
DOES NOT SMOKE..
DOES NOT DRINK..
DOES NOT FLIRT..
GOES TO BED EARLY...
TO ME IT LOOKS IN SHORT... DOESNT EXIST...


Monday, August 27, 2012

Amruta Vaani 5

WE R ALL IN THE AGE OF INTERNET...BUT WHAT WE REALLY MISS OUT IS INNER NET...SUM ONE JUST NOW FELT THAT THE POWERCUTS R TAKING AWAY SUM TIME WITH ME...I DONT THINK SO...THE DEPENDABILITY ON INTERNET IS TAKING THE TOLL...DEVELOP INNER NET WITH ME...U WILL FIND A LOT MORE RELIEVED....

TS BETTER WE LEARN TO IGNORE WHEN ANY ONE IS CAUSTIC WITH U....SUCH A PERSON'S WORDS AT THAT POINT OF TIME IS FROM THE UNCONSCIOUS AND IT SHOULD NOT BE GIVEN DUE RESPECT...TODAY MORNING AN OLD LADY HAPPENED TO SHOUT AT A YOUNGER GIRL...IT WAS TOTALLY UNREASONABLE....BUT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY TO GIVE SO MUCH IMPORTANCE TO THOSE WORDS...WHEN SUM ONE SHOUTS AT U, U HV TO BCUM ALERT ONLY TO HEAR AND NOT TO LISTEN...RESPECT THE PERSON FOR THEIR AGE BUT DONT GIVE RESPECT TO THE WORDS BY LISTENING TO IT...ONCE U LISTEN TO IT U WILL GET UPSET AND PEOPLE WHO LOVE U WILL BE UPSET BCOS U R UPSET....HOW SO EVER GOOD A PERSON MAY BE EVRY ONE CARRIES SUM NEGATIVITY IN MIND AND TEND TO BE UNCONSCIOUS SOMETIMES...SO WHEN THEY R UNCONSCIOUS U BCUM ALERT ONLY TO HEAR AND NOT REACT...WHEN THEY R CONSCIOUS...LISTEN TO THEM... IN THAT WAY WE CAN ALWAYS MAINTAIN A GOOD HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP...

SUM ONE SHOUTED AT ME... I SHOUTED BACK...
HE ASKED ME 'WHY R U REACTING?'...
I SAID....I AM RE ENACTING...
I SMILED BUT HE COULD NOT SMILE...WHY?


WHEN IT IS INTELLIGENCE.... U WILL ALWAYS BE AWARE AND CONSCIOUS...THE BEAUTY IS THE HEART WILL SHINE...
WHEN IT IS INTELLECT....U WILL ALWAYS BE UNCONSCIOUS AND HENCE TENSED...THE UGLY IS THE MIND WILL SHINE...





DONT ACCEPT KNOWLEDGE U WERE IMPARTED....BETTER DIG URSELF TO FIND THE WISDOM WITH WHICH U WERE BORN..

ABOUT 30 YEARS BACK THERE WAS A VERY FAMOUS PUROHIT...HE WAS A VERY SINCERE BRAHMIN...HE HAD THREE SONS AND THREE DAUGHTERS...HE ATTAINED SHIVA LOKA PRAPTHI WHEN HE WAS 80 YEARS OLD... HE USED TO LIKE ME....HE WAS ONE OF THE PUNDITS WHOM I USED TO RESPECT A LOT.SUM HOW HE USED TO ALWAYS SAY..'WISH I HAD A SON LIKE U...A PRAYOGI WHO WILL PERFORM MY FUNERAL RITES..'..A VERY SINCERE AND HUMBLE MAN...THE DAY HE DIED I WAS NEAR HIS TOWN...I HEARD THE NEWS AND WENT THERE...HIS KIDS WERE FIGHTING....HE HAD SUM SELF EARNED PROPERTIES WHICH HE HAD DONATED TO SUM VEDA PAATA SHALA AND HAD NOT KEPT A SINGLE PIE FOR THE KIDS....THE SONS AND THE SONS-IN-LAW REFUSED TO DO THE FINAL RITES...LORDS GRACE...I WAS TOO GLAD.I DID HIS FUNERAL IN A BEFITTING WAY....HIS DREAM LORD WANTED ME TO FULFILL.. I THANKED THE LORD FOR THIS GOD SENT OPPORTUNITY...TILL DATE WITH LORDS GRACE I KEEP DOING THE YEARLY CEREMONY TOO...ABSOLUTE GRACE OF THE LORD...PRAISE THE LORD...

A FEW YEARS BACK I WAS INVITED BY MY FRIEND WHO WAS TO GIVE A LECTURE ON CONTROL OF SENSES AND MIND... HE WAS A VERY LEARNED SCHOLAR...IT WAS FOR 3 HOURS.....ONCE THE LECTURE WAS OVER I JUST CAME OUT AND BREATHED FRESH AIR...NEAR BY EXCELLENT 'BHEL PURI' AND MOUTH WATERING 'PAANI PURI'....I COULD NT JUST RESIST...IT WAS EXCELLENT..TOPPING IT UP, I HAD BUTTER SCOTCH ICE CREAM...MEAN WHILE MY FRIEND WHO GAVE LECTURE ALSO CAME OUT...I INVITED HIM TO HAVE THE PURIS AND ICE CREAM...HE SAID ...HOW ABOUT CONTROL? I SMILED AND SAID...'THAT WAS ONLY FOR THE THREE HOURS WHEN LECTURE WAS GIVEN'....HE WAS STUNNED...WHAT TO DO... I CANT HELP IT...LORDS GRACE..

WIFE...WHAT DO U LIKE IN ME MY PRETTY FACE OR BODY?
HUSBAND...LOOKS AT HER FROM TOP TO BOTTOM AND SAYS..'I LIKE UR SENSE OF HUMOR'...

SUM ONE ASKED ME WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN 'PERSONALITY' AND ATTITUDE?'....
I JUST SMILED AND SAID...'MY PERSONALITY IS WHO I AM...
AND MY ATTITUDE DEPENDS ON WHO U R'....


I WAS JUST TALKING SUM BUSINESS PROPOSAL WIT SUM ONE IN MY OFFICE...... AS I WAS DISCUSSING WITH HIM HE WAS TELLING ME THAT HE CANNOT GIVE ME THE UNDER WRITERS COMMISSION OF 12.5% AS AGREED...INSTEAD HE WILL PASS ON 9.5% AS COMMISSION... I SAID OK... I JUST CAME OUT OF THE OFFICE WHICH HE DIDNT EXPECT...I SAW THE BMW X6 WHICH HE HAS RECENTLY PURCHASED...SUDDENLY HE FELT GUILTY AND SAID IM SORRY...I COULDNT UNDERSTAND... HE SAID I NEGOTIATED WITH U SAYING THAT I CANT PAY 12.5% AND I CAN PAY ONLY 9.5% AS UNDER WRITING COMMISSION WHEREAS U MUST BE THINKING THAT I HAVE RECENTLY PURCHASED A BMW CAR WHICH IS WORTH LAKHS AND LAKHS OF RUPEES...I SMILED AT HIM AND SAID...SEE I HAVE A HEART...I CAN UNDERSTAND UR PROBLEMS...THIS CAR TOO U WOULD HV PURCHASED ONLY WITH AUTO FINANCE...UR WIFE HAS BEEN REQUESTING A BMW FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS AND U HV BEEN DODGING...FINALLY U HAVE RELENTED...WHY? BCOS U HV A HEART...NOW U FEEL GUILTY...WHY BCOS U TOO HV A HEART? WE MAY BE BUSINESS MEN BUT NOT THAT WE R ALWAYS MONEY MINDED... WE DO HAVE A HEART... DONT FEEL GUILTY...HOW ABOUT A RIDE UP TO THE ROAD END IN THIS BEAUTIFUL CAR OF YOURS.... HE FELT HAPPY AND I WENT A ROUND WITH HIM....EVERY ONE IS NOT ALWAYS HEAD ORIENTED...WE ALL DO HAVE A HEART...

I HAD THE PRIVILEGE TO DANCE WITH MY MASTERS...SU YEN, MAHARISHI RAJAR AND DIDI CHANDINI....ONLY ONCE I HAD AN OPPORTUNITY TO DANCE WITH MY MASTER NARAYANAN NAMBOODRI... HE WAS TEACHING ME SUM OF THE TANTRA STEPS....AT THAT TIME WE WERE TO UNDERSTAND THE 'MOHINI TANTRA'....SO FIRST HE DANCED THE TANTRA NRITYA FOR 2 HOURS AND THEN ASKED ME TO PERFORM IT IN THE SAME WAY HE HAD PERFORMED...I WAS A BIT RELUCTANT...I SAID...MASTER,THERE WERE TOTALLY 296 STEPS IN THE TWO HOURS OF NRITYA WHICH U PERFORMED.... I DONT THINK I CAN PERFORM THE SAME IN THAT SEQUENCE....HE LAUGHED... HE SAID....WHEN U CAN REMEMBER EXACTLY THAT I PERFORMED 296 STEPS , U WILL ALSO REMEMBER THE SEQUENCE...U R A EKASANTHRAHI..U HAVE THE CAPACITY TO LEARN BY JUST SEEING ONCE...THIS IS MY EXPERIENCE WITH U IN THE PAST....COMMON U CAN DO IT....I STARTED PERFORMING THE TANTRA NRITYA...WITH LORD'S/MASTER'S GRACE IT WAS PERFECT... ONCE IT WAS OVER... HE SAID LET US BOTH TOGETHER DO IT ONCE AGAIN....WE BOTH DID THE TANTRA DANCE...IT WAS SO HEARTENING TO DANCE WITH THE MASTER...ONCE IT WAS OVER...I PROSTRATED HIM AND IN TURN HE HUGGED ME....IT WAS A GREAT FULFILLING OCCASION WITH MY MASTER....



Sunday, August 26, 2012

Didi Chandini

Golden words of Guruji 
MY MASTER DIDI CHANDINI TOOK ME ONCE TO SUNDERBANS...WE WERE TREADING THRU ONE OF THE MARSHY PATCHES...I WAS CUMING BEHIND HER AND SHE WAS WALKING AHEAD OF ME...SHE STOPPED AND TURNED TOWARDS ME...SHE WAS ALMOST ONE FOOT INSIDE THE MARSHY MUD AND THE SAME WAS THE CASE WITH ME.... SHE ASKED ME TO SIT AND SHE ALSO SAT...ONLY OUR HEADS WERE POPPING OUT OF THE MARSHY LAND....THIS IS WHERE SHE STARTED TEACHING ME A VERY RARE SUTRA CALLED...MANGALA VAMSHI KAALI.... IT IS ON KALARATHRI....ITS A VERY RARE FORM OF PRAYOGA AND THE MEANING WAS SUBSEQUENTLY DECYPHERED TO ME BY MAHARISHI RAJAR....AS SHE WAS TEACHING ME IT STARTED RAINING PROFUSELY....THE RAINWATER DRIPPING FROM THE TREES WERE PROFUSELY DRIPPING ON BOTH OF US....THE TREE IS A VERY RARE ONE AND THE WATER AS IT DROPS WENT IN TO THE MOUTH AND DOWN THE THROAT GIVING A VERY BITTER TASTE....BUT THE PRAYOGA WHILE LEARNING NEEDS TO BE LEARNT LIKE THAT... THIS WAS ALSO TOLD SUBSEQUENTLY BY MAHARISHI RAJAR... AS SHE WAS TEACHING ME A BLACK COBRA CAME FROM BEHIND CHANDINI GOT ON TO HER FROM THE BACK AND RAISED THE HOOD FROM HER HEAD BEHIND....IT WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SCENE I COULD SEE THE REAL KALARATHRI THRU HER....IT TOOK SIX HOURS TO LEARN THAT AND ONCE IT WAS OVER IT WAS ALMOST DARK....SO WE BOTH STAYED IN THE FOREST BELOW A HUGE TREE...SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS VERY HUNGRY... I SAID THAT I WILL GO IN SEARCH OF SUM FOOD AND GET IT...I LEFT THE PLACE... IT WAS QUITE DARK AND I COULDNT SEE A THING... I DID NT KNOW WHAT TO DO... I WAS JUST SITTING ON THE BANKS OF THE RIVER HOPING THAT SUM BOAT WOULD CUM AND I CAN ASK THEM FOR FOOD..AFTER SUM TIME I SUDDENLY FELT SUMONE LICKING MY RIGHT HAND QUITE VIGOROUSLY AND THEN IT CAUGHT MY RIGHT HAND WITH ITS MOUTH AND KEPT MY HAND ON A LARGE FISH.... THEN I REALISED IT WAS A TIGER... I TOOK THE FISH AND LEFT BACK TO MY MASTERS PLACE....LIT A SMALL PYRE AS I WAS CARRYING A MATCH BOX IN MY BAG... COOKED THE FISH FOR MY MASTER DIDI CHANDINI...SHE HAPPILY TOOK... SHE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID...I KNOW U R A VEGETARIAN AND U DONT TAKE FISH...SO I BROUGHT THESE NUTS FOR U...SHE HAD TIED SUM PEANUTS IN HER SAREE AND SHE GAVE ME THAT... I ASKED HER U COULD HAVE EATEN THE NUTS...WHY U HAVE TO PUT UP WITH HUNGER... SHE SAID... I KNOW WHEN I AM HUNGRY I CAN EXPRESS AND U WILL GET FOOD FROM SUMWHERE IN THE FOREST BUT WHEN U R HUNGRY U MAY NOT TELL ME...SO I BROUGHT SUM NUTS WHICH I CAN GIVE U... I TOLD HER IT WAS THE TIGER THAT GOT THE FISH AND GAVE IT TO ME...SHE SMILED....NEXT TIME WHEN I WENT TO MEET MAHARISHI RAJAR HE SAID... U R NOT AT ALL ALERT...I HAVE TO GO ON LICKING UR HAND TO MAKE U ALERT AND HE SMILED... I WAS SHELL SHOCKED....THIS IS THE WONDER OF MY MASTERS...LORDS GRACE...

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MY MASTER DIDI CHANDINI WILL BE TOO DEEPLY TALKING GITA SAARAM....SHE WILL BE EXPLAINING IN GREAT DETAIL THE VARIOUS ASPECTS OF YOGA....OR SHE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT THE SELF NATURE....SUM TOPIC VERY SERIOUSLY....SUDDENLY SHE WILL STOP....SHE WILL STARE AT ME... AT TIMES WHEN SHE STARES HER EYES WILL BECOME DEEP RED... I USED TO GET SCARED... SHE WILL BURST IN TO LAUGHTER NEXT SPLIT SECOND AND SAY...OK ENOUGH OF SERIOUS SUBJECT...COMMON...WE WILL DANCE... SHE WILL ASK HER GIRLS TO SING AND WE USED TO DANCE FOR HOURS... AT LAST SHE WILL SAY... U R AN YOUNG... IF ALLOWED U MAY DANCE FOR A FEW MORE HOURS...BUT I CANT... I JUST ENJOY DANCING WITH U... TO DANCE FREELY IS TO FREE THE MIND FROM THE CLUTCHES OF STRESS... MIND MUST BE FREE... DANCE WILL HELP TO RELIEVE THE STRESS... ONE HAS TO LEARN TO DANCE ALONE... DANCING FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS IS DIFFERENT... ONE HAS TO DANCE ALONE FOR THE PURITY AND SERENITY OF ONE'S OWN SELF...NEVER MISS DANCING IN LIFE...DANCE ALONE AND U CAN FIND A PARTNER DANCING ALWAYS WITH U AND THATS GOD...AT TIMES SHE WILL CALL ME 'HEY KAALI'... SOME TIMES SHE WILL TELL HER GIRLS... I WANT TO DANCE WITH MY KAALI...MAKE THE HALL READY... I CAN NEVER FORGET MY DANCING WITH HER....ITS ALWAYS ETCHED IN MY HEART....


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ONE DAY I ASKED DIDI CHANDINI...MASTER WHY DO U OFTEN CALL ME 'KAALI'....SHE SMILED AND SAID....RIGHT FROM MY YOUNGER DAYS I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED GODDESS KAALI....SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME... I SPEAK TO HER...I EAT WITH HER...I DANCE WITH HER...I SLEEP WITH HER...SHE IS THE VERY SOURCE OF MY EXISTENCE...FOR THE FIRST TIME WHEN I SAW U, I SOME HOW FELT THAT SHE HAS CUM IN YOUR FORM TO ME.... I STARTED LOVING U THE WAY I LOVED HER... I DIDNT WANT TO SEE ANY DIFFERENCE...I LOOK AT U THE WAY I LOOK AT HER... I WAS MOVED AND I WAS IN TEARS...I JUST PROSTRATED HER AND SHE HUGGED ME.....LORDS GRACE...




THE OTHER DAY I SAW AN OLD LADY CARRYING A BIG POT OF WATER...SHE WAS LITERALLY STRUGGLING....I VOLUNTEERED TO LIFT IT...SHE GAVE A BIG SMILE AND SAID 'NO'...I ASKED HER WHY?...SHE SAID TODAY U CAN DO THAT FOR ME.....WHO WILL DO IT EVERY DAY FOR ME? ITS BETTER I DO IT ON MY OWN..A BIG LESSON I LEARNT..AFTER SHE LEFT I REMEMBERED THIS SMILE....I JUST PROSTRATED IN THE DIRECTION IN WHICH MY MASTER HAD LEFT...DIDI CHANDINI....

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CHANDINI LOVES KALI MATHA.... SHE USED TO CALL ME 'KALI'...SHE USED TO SAY I REMEMBER GODDESS KALI WHEN I SEE YOU... I DUNNO WHY SHE WAS SAYING THAT WAY...ONE DAY...
CHANDINI....KALI, WHY NOT U PERFORM THE TANTRA NRTYAM OF THE PRAYOGAM...'JUSARALAKI'...
ME...YES MASTER... SHALL I GO AND PROCURE WHITE LOTUS FLOWER?
(BECAUSE WE TIE OUR BODY WITH A STRING OF 1008 WHITE LOTUS FLOWERS WHILE PERFORMING THE TANTRA NRTYAM)...
CHANDINI...WHERE WILL YOU GET 1008 LOTUS, THAT TOO WHITE ONES THIS SEASON....COME LET US FIND OUT WHETHER ANY OF TEM IS AVAILABLE AT HOME....SHE TOOK A BIG MUD POT...ASKED ME TO FETCH WATER FROM THE WELL AT HER PLACE...THEN SHE STARTED STIRRING THE POT...AFTER STIRRING IT WITH HER HAND FOR 5 MINUTES...SHE ASKED ME TO LEAVE MY HAND INSIDE THE POT AND TAKE OUT WHAT EVER COMES...I JUST LEFT MY HAND AND TOOK ONE LARGE WHITE LOTUS....SHE SAID NEXT...NEXT...NEXT...1008 WHITE LOTUS WAS READY...THEN WE BOTH SAT AND TIED THE 1008 WHITE LOTUS WITH A STRING...THEN I WORE THE BIG GARLAND AND PERFORMED THE TANTRA NRTYAM FOR 'JUSARALAKI'.....IT TAKES 6 AND 1/2 HOURS TO PERFORM THE 3829 STEPS... SHE WAS IMMENSELY HAPPY...SHE LITERALLY WAS IN TEARS OF JOY AND SAID ...' I HAVE WAITED SO MANY GENERATIONS TO SEE THIS KALI'...MY MASTER HUGGED ME...THEN I WAS ASKED TO GO NOOK AND CORNER AND DISTRIBUTE THE LOTUS FLOERS TO 1008 FEMALES... THE FIRST ONE I GAVE IT TO MY MASTER...SHE KEPT IT BEHIND HER HEAD AND SMILED AND SAID..'DONT I LOOK BEAUTIFUL WITH THIS'....
I HUMBLY PROSTRATED MY MASTER DIDI CHANDINI AND LEFT THE PLACE TO DISTRIBUTE THE REST 1007 WHITE LOTUS....LORDS GRACE...


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DIDI CHANDINI ONCE EXPRESSED HER DESIRE TO VISIT KASHI WITH ME...SO WE BOTH HAD LEFT KOLKOTA (THEN CALCUTTA) BY TRAIN... WE BOTH HAD A GOOD DARSHAN OF KASHI VISWANATH AND VISALAKSHI....THEN WE LEFT FOR VINDHYAVAASINI.... AFTER DARSHAN SHE SAID WE WILL GO TO GAYA AND BODHGAYA...AFTER BODHGAYA SHE SAID WE WILL GO TO NALANDA AND RAJGIRH...WE WENT THERE TOO.... THEN SHE SAID WE WILL GO TO GORAKHPUR...FROM THERE TO BHAIRAVA....FROM THERE TO LUMBHINI....FROM THERE WE WENT TO POKHRA....FROM THERE TO MUKTHINATH AND THEN TO PASUPATHINAATH...FINALLY WE CAME TO MANKHAMNA.... AT MANKHAMNA, WE BOTH DANCED CONTINUOUSLY FOR 3 HOURS... ALL THE PUBLIC WERE WATCHING.... THEY ASKED US WHETHER WE WERE PROFESSIONAL DANCERS AND WHAT WAS THE NAME OF THE DANCE... SHE SMILED AT ME AND TOLD THEM...ITS CALLED 'KAALI SRIDHARA ABHINAYA PADDHATHI'....WHEN WE WERE RETURNING TO KOLKOTA I ASKED HER AS TO WHY SHE CALLED IT SO? SHE SAID...'I ALWAYS SEE KAALI IN YOU..WHEN U DANCE I FORGET THAT YOU ARE MY SISHYA SRIDHAR....I JUST LOOK AT MY HEART AND I SEE KAALI THERE... I KNOW YOU ARE MY MOTHER GODDESS AND YOU HAVE COME IN THIS FORM TO TEASE ME...SO LIKE YOUR ADORING ME AS A MASTER, I ADORE YOU AS KAALI...I KNOW VERY WELL THAT MY LIFE SOME DAY WILL PASS AWAY ON MY MOTHER'S LAP...IE., MY KAALI'S LAP...IE., UR LAP'.... ON 25TH AUGUST 1997 THATS WHAT HAPPENED WHICH SHE PREDICTED ALMOST TWO DECADES EARLIER... EVEN TODAY WHEN I THINK OF IT MY EYES GET PARCHED AND TEARS ROLL OUT...TODAY TOO...LORDS MERCY AND GRACE...


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GANGADHAR DAS LIVED ON THE BANKS OF GANGES... HE WAS ABLY SUPPORTED IN LIFE BY HIS WIFE SUSHMITHA.... EVERY DAY GANGADHAR USED TO CROSS GANGES RIVER AND WALK INSIDE A FOREST TO REACH A SHIVA TEMPLE.... HE USED TO PERFORM POOJA THROUGH OUT THE DAY AND RETURN AT NIGHT... SUSHMITHA DID HOUSE HOLD DUTIES IN A ZAMINDAR'S HOUSE IN A VILLAGE NEARBY AND EARNED MONEY FOR THE EXPENSES OF HER HOUSE....
ONE DAY GANGADHAR DID NOT RETURN HOME AND A WORRIED SUSHMITHA DECIDED TO GO TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE RIVER TO FIND OUT ABOUT HER HUSBAND'S WHERE ABOUTS....




SHE CROSSED THE RIVER AND ENTERED THE FOREST... IT WAS PITCH DARK AND SHE COULD NOT VIRTUALLY SEE ANYTHING... JUST THEN CAME A YOUNG GIRL WITH A LANTERN AND SHE ENQUIRED AS TO WHO SUSHMITHA WAS AND WHAT SHE WAS DOING THERE SO LATE IN THE NIGHT....
SUSHMITHA... I CAME IN SEARCH OF MY HUSBAND... WE RESIDE ON THE OPPOSITE BANK OF THIS GANGES RIVER... HE COMES EVERY DAY TO DO POOJA TO LORD SHIVA IN A TEMPLE INSIDE THE FOREST.... HE NORMALLY RETURNS BACK AT NIGHT....SINCE HE DID NOT COME BACK, I AM WORRIED AND I CAME IN SEARCH OF HIM....
THE GIRL... I KNOW WHERE HE WILL BE.... I WILL TAKE YOU TO HIM...
BUT ON ONE CONDITION, WHICH I WILL REVEAL IT TO YOU IN HIS PRESENCE....
THE GIRL TOOK SUSHMITHA DEEP INSIDE THE FOREST TO THE SHIVA TEMPLE... GANGADHAR WAS IN DEEP MEDITATION AND ABSORBED IN HIS WORSHIP OF THE LORD.... THE GIRL KEPT HER HAND ON THE SHOULDER OF GANGADHAR AND HE WOKE UP FROM HIS TRANCE.... GANGADHAR SAW THE GIRL AND SUSHMITHA.... GANGADHAR WAS WONDER STRUCK TO SEE HIS WIFE AND REALISED THAT IT WAS LATE IN THE NIGHT....
THE GIRL SAID.... 'YOU BOTH ARE GOING TO BE BLESSED WITH A GIRL BABY..... SHE WILL BE BLESSED WITH A LOT OF DIVINE QUALITIES... SHE WILL BE A VERY GOOD DANCER.... SHE WILL DEVOTE HER TIME IN DANCING FOR GODDESS KALI.... SHE WILL NOT BE MARRIED AND SHE WILL BE IN THE SERVICE OF KALI.... IN FACT SHE IS A KALI SWAROOPINI HERSELF... SHE WILL DECIDE THE FUTURE COURSE OF LIFE HERSELF AND YOU BOTH WILL ENCOURAGE HER TO LIVE A LIFE AS SHE DESIRES'....
GANGADHAR DAS AND SUSHMITHA AGREED TO WHAT THE YOUNG GIRL SAID.... AFTER SAYING THIS THE YOUNG GIRL VANISHED...
GANGADHAR DAS AND SUSHMITHA CAME BACK TO THEIR PLACE.....AFTER A YEAR THEY WERE BLESSED WITH A BEAUTIFUL GIRL.....
THE GIRL'S FACE WAS BRIGHT AND ROUND LIKE A FULL MOON AND SO GANGADHAR NAMED HER AS CHANDRAMUKHI..... LATER SHE WAS AFFECTIONATELY ADDRESSED BY EVERY ONE AS 'DIDI CHAANDINI' MY BELOVED MASTER.....

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MANY YEARS BACK DURING ONE OF MY VISITS TO KATHMANDU, I CAME ACROSS A SAGE.... HE GAVE ME A SALAGRAMAM...
ME... ANY INSTRUCTIONS FOR ME, REVERED MASTER?.....
SAGE... YES... I HAVE A JOB FOR YOU.....
HE JUST TOOK MY HAND AND WROTE SOME THING ON MY LEFT PALM WHICH I COULD UNDERSTAND....
I PROSTRATED HIM AND LEFT KATHMANDU.....
SIX MONTHS I WORSHIPPED THE SALAGRAMAM.... THEN ON A KARTHIKA POURNIMA DAY TOOK IT TO THE FOREST.... IT WAS DRIZZLING..... VERY SQUALLY WEATHER TOO.....I WAS ON THE MOUNTAIN TOP... I HELD THE SALAGRAMAM POINTING THE MOUTH OPENED POSITION TOWARDS THE MOON.... THE MOON WAS OCCASIONALLY VISIBLE SINCE THE SKY WAS TOTALLY OVERCAST.... THERE WAS A LOT OF LIGHTNING.... SUDDENLY A LIGHTNING STRUCK A NEAR BY TREE, AND THE TREE WAS ON FIRE..... I RAN TOWARDS THE TREE....
FROM THAT FIRE EMERGED A SAINT.....
SAINT.... WHERE IS THAT SALAGRAMAM?
ME... HERE IT IS MASTER..... HE TOOK THE SALAGRAMAM..... WE BOTH WENT DOWN THE HILL..... THERE WAS A RIVULET.... WE BOTH GOT DOWN IN TO WATER.... I KEPT THE SALAGRAMAM ON TOP OF MY BOTH THE PALMS.... HE POURED WATER FROM THE RIVULET ON TO THE SALAGRAMAM, THRICE.... WE BOTH CHANTED 'OM NAMO NARAYANAYA' 10008 TIMES..... WE BOTH CAME BACK TO THE SPOT OF BURNT TREE....
THE SUN HAD RISEN..... WE KEPT THE SALAGRAMAM ON THE TRUNK OF THE TREE..... HE INSTRUCTED ME TO FETCH WATER FROM THE RIVULET.... I DID NOT HAVE ANY VESSEL OR CONTAINER TO FETCH WATER.... I LOOKED AT THE SAINT....
HE SAID....'JUST DO IT'.....
I JUST LEFT THE PLACE AND CAME DOWN TO THE RIVULET... TO MY SURPRISE I SAW A TRIBAL WOMAN WHO WAS FETCHING WATER FROM THE RIVULET... AS SOON AS SHE SAW ME SHE SMILED.... SHE DID NOT ALLOW ME TO TALK.... INSTEAD SHE GAVE THE POT OF WATER FOR ME TO CARRY BEHIND HER AND SHE WALKED IN FRONT OF ME UP THE HILL.... THE SAINT SAW HER AND BOTH SMILED AT EACH OTHER.... NOW WITH THAT WATER ALL THE THREE OF US BATHED THE SALAGRAMAM ON THE TRUNK OF THE BURNT TREE....
I WAS ASTONISHED.... THE BURNT TREE CAME BACK ALIVE.... IT LOOKED SO GREENISH THAT NOT A TRACE OF IT, HAVING BEEN BURNT THE PREVIOUS NIGHT , BY THE LIGHTNING WAS VISIBLE...
THEY TOOK THE SALAGRAMAM BACK FROM THE TREE AND GAVE IT TO ME.....
THE SAINT SAID....'THIS IS A VERY POWERFUL SALAGRAMAM.... IT HAS BEEN IN EXISTENCE FOR AGES.... IT'S PRESIDING DEITY IS 'SRI LAKSHMI NARAYANAYAN'.... MORE IN THE FORM OF 'KAMALA VASUDEVAR'..... THIS WE WANT YOU TO HAVE IN YOUR DEVATHARCHANA.... THIS WILL BE USEFUL FOR THE HUMANITY AND NATURE AT LARGE'....
THE TRIBAL WOMAN SAID...'IT HAS THE POWER TO TRANSFORM THE EVIL IN TO GOOD... WORSHIP IT WITH REVERENCE AND USE IT FOR LOKA KALYANAM'.....
THEN SHE WROTE SOME THING WHICH I COULD UNDERSTAND IN MY RIGHT PALM'..... BOTH THE SAINT AND THE TRIBAL WOMAN DISAPPEARED IN TO THIN AIR....
I OFFERED PROSTRATIONS IN THE DIRECTION WHERE THEY WERE STANDING.....
SALUTATIONS AND PROSPRATIONS TO MY EVER LIVING MASTERS....MAHARISHI RAJAR AND DIDI CHANDINI.....
I TOOK THE SALAGRAMAM AND WAS ON MY WAY TO KATHMANDU... IT WAS GORAKHPUR..... THE SAGE MET ME THERE... I GAVE THE SALAGRAMAM TO HIM..... HE BLESSED ME AND GAVE IT BACK....
THE SAGE SAID....'KEEP PRAYING ALWAYS TO IT FOR A LARGER CAUSE'.....
I PROSTRATED THE SAGE AND HE HUGGED ME TIGHTLY...MY REVERED MASTER SU YEN.....
NOW THE SALAGRAMAM IS IN OUR DEVATHARCHANA AND WE KEEP CONTINUOUSLY PRAYING TO IT FOR THE WELFARE OF ONE AND ALL....
OM NAMO NARAYANAYA....
OM NAMO BHAGAVATHE KAMALA VAASUDEVAYA....
LORD'S GRACE....



GURUMAIE ''CHANDINI DIDI'' 


Didi Chandini was born in the family of a Devadasi. She lived in Calcutta. Devadasi’s used to be the dancing girls in the temples. This tradition is still followed in 
Karnataka. Un fortunately, this system has been deteriorated from the life dedicated to God to 
ordinary whores. “ Swadharmo Nidhanam Sreyah! Para Dharmo Bhaya Vaha” said Krishna in Bhagawat Gita., that is when a person does his duty he should continue to do it, even though he may have to loose his life. She was living the life of a Devadasi. As for as she was concerned she considered everyone to be a living God in human form.

Her only mission in life was to make others happy. She channelised the pent up emotions of her customers. She tried to bring equilibrium in the disturbed mind of her customers whose mind could have been disturbed in their family life. She thought that they could find a nicer path to walk on.

She was not an ordinary lady but a realized person. She should have attained Gnana and like Dharma Vyaadha, she is wedded to her traditional vocation. She knew that some of her customers were interested in spiritual matters and some talked of becoming sanyasis, totally renouncing the world. Her out ward life had never prevented her from having a spiritual practice. Generally spiritual quest is done in Ashrams, but Chandini did it even among her sinful life. This makes sure, God dwells not only in the hut of a saint but also in the hut of a brothel.


Chandini taught Guruji the knowledge of attaining Nirvikalpa Samadhi and also the ways to attain it. What is meant by ‘Samadhi’? It is an aspect of totality of mind. In all of us we confront two opposite forces. When we try to equalize them in our mind, we take an all out effort and when we find it, it is called Samadhi.Then the state of mind does not discriminate between good and bad. She would talk to Guruji about Bhagawat Gita and many other spiritual matters. He used to call Chandini as Didi ,and She called Him Dada. She had a great balance of mind. She took all her activities equally, as a saint would do. She was not only a ‘saint’ but also a unique spiritual philosopher. With a peaceful brilliance, She took her last breath on 25th August, 1997 , keeping her head on Guruji’s lap.


Amruta Vaani 4

Golden words of HH Sri VV Sridhar Guruji


MANY MANY YEARS BACK AN ORTHODOX BRAHMIN VEDIC PUNDIT CAME TO ME....HE WAS ALREADY BLESSED WITH 3 BEAUTIFUL GIRLS....HIS WIFE WAS PREGNANT FOURTH TIME...HE ASKED ME... GURUJI PLEASE BLESS ME TO HAVE A ON THIS OCCASION...I ASKED HIM....A KID IS A KID....WHETHER A MALE OR A FEMALE DOESNT MATTER MUCH THESE DAYS...HE THEN SAID ... NO GURUJI...WE R AFAMILY TRADITIONALLY CONNECTED TO VEDAS... I NEED A SON SO THAT THIS TRADITIONAL FAMILY OF VEDAS CAN CONTINUE OUR SERVICE TO VEDAS...I GIVE A PROMISE GURUJI...ON A SON BEING BORN TO ME I WILL SEE TO IT HE LEARNS VEDAS AND CONTINUES HIS TRADITION...I JUST LEFT TO THE FOREST...WITH THE BLESSINGS OF LORD I DID A RARE PRAYOGAM CALLED..'RAKSHA BAANU' WHICH IS NORMALLY A PRAYOGAM DONE FOR BIRTH OF MALE KIDS...HE WAS BLESSED WITH A SON...INCLUDING HIM THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN ATLEAST ANOTHER 16000 COUPLES WHO WOULD HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH A SON ON ACCOUNT OF THIS PRAYOGAM...
HE KEPT HIS WORD...NOW HIS SON IS ALMOST ON THE VERGE OF COMPLETING RIG VEDA...MAY BE ANOTHER FEW YEARS... NOW A DAYS THIS KID CUMS AND RECITES RIG VEDA IN OUR YAGNAMS... VERY SWEET CHILD OF GOD WITH A MELODIOUS VOICE...LORD'S GRACE..

WHEN U R DELUDE AND FULL OF DOUBT, EVEN A THOUSAND BOOKS OF SCRIPTURE ARE NOT ENOUGH...

WHEN U HV REALIZED UNDERSTANDING, EVEN ONE WORD IS TOO MUCH...

A FEW YEARS BACK A VERY GREAT VAAMACHARI ENTERED THE FOREST WITH THE SOLE AIM TO IMMOBILISE ME OR IF GIVEN A CHANCE TO ELIMINATE ME...HE WAS A VERY GREAT VAAMACHARI... A VERY IMMACULATE PERSON WITH BIG TECHNIQUES OF SORCERY ON HAND...WE KNOW EACH OTHER VERY WELL...BUT SOME HOW OVER A PERIOD OF TIME HE DEVELOPED A LOT OF PROFESSIONAL JEALOUSY ON ME....BUT BASICALLY HE WAS A GOOD PERSON..I WAS DOING A PRAYOGAM IN THE FOREST CALLED 'MAYANKA' WHERE WE PROPITIATE LORD SARABHESHWARA... NEARBY TO THE PLACE WHERE I WAS DOING PRAYOGAM, HE STARTED DOING 'ABHICHARAM' OF THE HIGHEST ORDER....HE WAS BUSY INVITING ALL THE NEGATIVE ENERGIES...IN ABOUT 3 HOURS HE ASSUMED A LOT OF ENERGY ENTERED A HYENA... SINCE I COMPLETED THE PRAYOGAM 'MAYANKA', I HAD TO TAKE BATH AND WAS AT THE STREAM TAKING BATH...ON THE BANKS I SAW THE FEROCIOUS HYENA...LORDS GRACE I KNEW THAT IT WAS MY VAAMACHARI FRIEND..THE HYENA WAS WAITING ON THE BANKS....HE KNEW IF HE JUMPED IN WATER HE WILL LOOSE HIS POWER....I JUST WENT TO THE OPPOSITE BANK AND HE WOULD CUM CHARGING TO THE OTHER SIDE...I WILL ONCE AGAIN SLIP IN TO THE WATER... I WAS JUST PLAYING THIS GAME OF HIDE AND SEEK FOR THE SUN TO SET, SINCE IT WAS AMAVASYA (NEW MOON)...THE GAME WILL BE DIFFERENT...THE AABHICHARA PRAYOGAM WHICH HE HAD DONE IS POWERFUL ON CHATHURDASI BUT WEAKENS DURING AMAVASYA... EXACTLY BY 7 PM THAT DAY AMAVASYA STARTS...ONCE AMAVASYA STARTED I CAME OUT OF THE WATER....HE WAS VERY ANGRY AND LEAPED ON ME....WITH LORDS GRACE I JUST MOVED...THE HYENA HIT ITS HEAD ON A BIG ROCK BEHIND AND STARTED BLEEDING PROFUSELY... I CALLED THE TRIBALS AND ASKED THE HYENA TO BE TREATED WITH HERBAL MEDICINES...I WENT TO THE PLACE WHERE HE HIS BODY LAID STILL....I CALLED A FEW TRIBALS THERE AND WE GAVE HIM SUM FIRST AID....THEY HELPED ME IN BRINGING HIM TO MY CAR PARKED ON THE ROAD... I DROVE HIM TO A HOSPITAL 50 KMS AWAY. IT WAS AN AYURVEDIC HOSPITAL...THEY TREATED HIM FOR 3 DAYS AND HE WAS ALRIGHT... I SAW HIM OFF FROM KOCHI....NOW HE IS A REFORMED MAN...HE IS A SAINT AND LIVES IN HIMALAYAS...



MY LORD MAKE ME ALWAYS TO REMEMBER U, THANK U AND MAKE ME SEE U IN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING....I KNOW TOO WELL LORD WITH YOUR GRACE BOTH THE MIND AND THE HEART IS FROM U...U HAVE GIVEN ME THE DESIRE TO BE WITH THE HEART MANY TIMES AND EVEN WHEN MIND ACTS ITS UR GRACE THAT IT IS SUPERVISED BY THE HEART....LORD HOW GRACIOUS U R.....PRAISE THE LORD... 

I FEEL UNLESS ONE DELIBERATELY SCHEMES IT IS DIFFICULT TO BE GOOD OR BAD...ITS ALL MIND GAMES...DIFFERENT ROUTES ON THE SAME EGO STRIP..I AM FROM THE HEART...SO I KEEP A SAFE DISTANCE FROM THESE MIND GAMES...HOW ABOUT U?


SOME ONE IS GOOD OR BAD, TAKE HIM TO A TEACHER...SOME ONE IS TOTAL BRING HIM TO ME FOR I WOULD LIKE TO BE WITH HIM....PECULIAR INDEED R OUR WAYS...



DURING ONE OF MY USUAL TRIPS TO MADURAI, I VISITED THE HOME OF A PERSON KNOWN TO ME...ACTUALLY ITS AN OLD FASHIONED HOME...ITS A BIG ONE....THE FRONT ENTRANCE IS ONE STREET AND THE BACK ENTRANCE IS ANOTHER STREET...I HAD BEEN PROMISING ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE IN THE SAME STREET THAT I WILL VISIT HIS HOME AND HAD BEEN DODGING FOR QUITE SUM TIME...SO HE SAW ME ENTERING THIS PERSON'S HOME AND HENCE HE AND HIS BROTHER STOOD OUTSIDE THE FRONT ENTRANCE OF THIS HOME...HIS SISTER AND MOTHER WERE WAITING AT THE BACK ENTRANCE... THE IDEA WAS AS SSON AS I CUM OUT, THEY WANTED TO TAKE ME TO THEIR HOME AND NOT ALLOW ME TO DODGE...THEY WERE WAITING...I JUST WANTED TO PLAY SUM HIDE AND SEEK WITH HIM... SO I CAME FROM THE OTHER END OF THE STREET BEHIND HIM AND PATTED HIMFROM HIS BACK....HE WAS STUNNED...HE ASKED ME ...I AM GUARDING THE FRONT SIDE AND MY MOTHER AND SISTER R GUARDING THE BACK SIDE OF THIS HOUSE...U WENT IN...HOW CUM U HV CUM BEHAIND ME? I SMILED AND SAID..

'A CUNNING JACKAL WILL HAVE THREE OPENINGS TO ITS DEN'.....POOR GUY HE BLINKED....ANY HOW THAT DAY THIS JACKAL DECIDED TO GO TO HIS HOME AND DID GO....


ITS BETTER WE LEARN TO IGNORE WHEN ANY ONE IS CAUSTIC WITH U....SUCH A PERSON'S WORDS AT THAT POINT OF TIME IS FROM THE UNCONSCIOUS AND IT SHOULD NOT BE GIVEN DUE RESPECT...TODAY MORNING AN OLD LADY HAPPENED TO SHOUT AT A YOUNGER GIRL...IT WAS TOTALLY UNREASONABLE....BUT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY TO GIVE SO MUCH IMPORTANCE TO THOSE WORDS...WHEN SUM ONE SHOUTS AT U, U HV TO BCUM ALERT ONLY TO HEAR AND NOT TO LISTEN...RESPECT THE PERSON FOR THEIR AGE BUT DONT GIVE RESPECT TO THE WORDS BY LISTENING TO IT...ONCE U LISTEN TO IT U WILL GET UPSET AND PEOPLE WHO LOVE U WILL BE UPSET BCOS U R UPSET....HOW SO EVER GOOD A PERSON MAY BE EVRY ONE CARRIES SUM NEGATIVITY IN MIND AND TEND TO BE UNCONSCIOUS SOMETIMES...SO WHEN THEY R UNCONSCIOUS U BCUM ALERT ONLY TO HEAR AND NOT REACT...WHEN THEY R CONSCIOUS...LISTEN TO THEM... IN THAT WAY WE CAN ALWAYS MAINTAIN A GOOD HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP..

Friday, August 24, 2012

Amruta Vaani 3

Golden Words of HH Sri VV Sridhar Guruji
KNOWING OTHERS IS KNOWLEDGE...
KNOWING YOURSELF IS WISDOM...
 OUR DAYS WITH MASTERS...

WHEN I WAS A DISCIPLE WITH MY MASTER...WE NOT ONLY LOVED THEM...OUT OF THAT LOVE CAME A LOT OF RESPECT AND REGARD....EVERY WORD OF MY MASTERS WAS DULY RESPECTED AND REGARDED...WHETHER THEY HUG ME OR SCOLD ME I USE TO TAKE IT AS A BLESSING...EVERY WORD EVERY SENTENCE, EVERY ACT WAS A MESSAGE FOR US...NOW A DAYS AS A MASTER I FIND MY SISHYAS VERY SENSITIVE...EVEN IF A FACT IS STATED THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO WITHSTAND...THEY R SO WEAK MINDED AND EXPECT THE GURU TO COME TO THEM AND PLACATE THEM...THEY SHARE THEIR FEELINGS OF SENSITIVITY WITH OTHER SISHYAS BUT DONT HAVE THE GUTS TO SHARE IT WITH THE GURU...VERY SHAMEFUL INDEED...TRY TO REPLACE YOUR SENSITIVITY WITH SENSIBILITY... A GURU IS CHOICELESS IN HIS BEHAVIOR AND DONT TAKE HIM FOR GRANTED JUST BECAUSE HE CUMS DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL...ITS NOT HIS WEAKNESS BUT HIS GENEROSITY IN MAKING HIMSELF MORE AMENABLE TO THE SISHYA...WHEN ADI SHANKARA WAS ASKED THE QUESTION...'KO VISHAM'...HE SAYS 'AVADEERANA GURUSHU'...IT MEANS....WHAT IS POISON...POISON IS WHEN GURU IS DISRESPECTED...DONT BE CHILDISH IN YOUR BEHAVIOR...DROP YOUR SELF PITY AND SEE THE REALITY....OTHERWISE U R NOT FIT TO BE IN GURUKULAM...
THOSE DAYS A BRAHMIN BY NAME TRIAMBAKESHWARA SHARMA USED TO LIVE IN PURI....HE WAS AN EXPERT WITH THE CAPACITY TO READ BRAHMA LIPI WRITTEN ON THE FORE HEAD... IF HE SEES ANY PERSON HE WILL SEE THE FOREHEAD AND CAN PREDICT HIS FUTURE...

BRAHMIN AND THE SKULL...A STORY....

ONE DAY AFTER SAYAM SANDYAVANDANAM IN THE SEA AT PURI, HE NOTICED A SKULL ON THE BEACH... HE JUST OUT OF CURIOSITY READ THE BRAHMA LIPI ON THE SKULL...IT READ LIKE THIS...

'JANMANAATH DAARIDRIYAM'...
'DASHAVARSHASYA BANDHANAM'...
'SAMUDRA MADYE MARANAM'...
'KINCHITHAPI BHAVISHYATHAAM'...

HE COULD UNDERSTAND THE FIRST THREE LINES...
'THROUGH OUT THE LIFE OF THE PERSON WHOSE SKULL IS SEEN WILL LIVE IN PENURY....
'10 YEARS HE WILL BE IMPRISONED'
'HE WILL DIE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA'...

HE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND THE FOURTH LINE...
'STILL THERE IS SUMTHING YET TO HAPPEN IN FUTURE'..
THE MAN HAS ALREADY DIED AND IT IS HIS SKULL... HOW SKULL WILL HAVE A FUTURE? THIS WAS HIS DOUBT...

HE TOOK THE SKULL HOME... HE DIDNT WANT ANY ONE TO KNOW...SO HE HID THE SKULL IN THE HOLE OF A TREE IN HIS GARDEN.... EVERY DAY TWO OR THREE TIMES HE WILL CLIMB THE TREE AND SEE THE SKULL TO FIND OUT WHETHER ANYTHING HAS HAPPENED TO THE SKULL...HE WAS SURE SUM THING WILL HAPPEN...SINCE IT WAS WRITTEN SUMTHING YET TO HAPPEN....

HIS WIFE HAPPENED TO SEE HIM CLIMBING THE TREE EVERY DAY AND SEEING SOMETHING IN THE HOLE OF THE TREE.. ONE DAY SHARMAJI LEFT FOR GIVING SPIRITUAL DISCOURSES IN A NEIGHBOURING TOWN...

HIS WIFE CLIMBED THE TREE AND SAW THE SKULL... SHE THOUGHT SHARMA HAD A LOVER AND SHE DIED... AFTER DEATH ALSO HE WAS NOT ABLE TO FORGET HER AND HENCE HE BROUGHT HER SKULL AND KEPT IT IN THE TREE... SO SHE SMASHED AND POWDERED THE SKULL AND THREW IT IN THE SEA...

THE BRAHMIN RETURNED FROM THE TOWN AND WENT STRAIGHT TO THE TREE TO SEE THE SKULL AND IT WAS MISSING... HE CAME INSIDE THE HOUSE AND WAS WONDERING HOW THE SKULL HAS VANISHED... HIS WIFE STARTED SHOUTING AT HIM SAYING THAT HE HAD A LOVER AND THAT AFTER HER DEATH HE BROUGHT THE SKULL HOME AND KEPT IT ON THE TREE...

SHARMAJI HAD A HEARTY LAUGH AND TOLD THE WIFE THE TRUTH....NOW HE UNDERSTOOD WHAT ELSE WAS LEFT OF THE SKULL TO BE DONE IN FUTURE... IT CREATED DOUBT IN THE MIND OF HIS WIFE AND FINALLY SHE HAD TO SMASH IT AND THROW IT INTO OCEAN...


SUDHARSHANA DYAANAM..

SUDARSHANA MAHA JWALA KOTI SURYA SAMA PRABHA..
AGYANA ANDASYA ME DEVA VISHNOR MARGA PRDARSHAYA.

SU--DARSHANA... THE SUDHARSHANA CHAKRA BLESSES US WITH GOOD SIGHT....GOOD INSIGHT... ANYTHING WE SEE WITH HIS BLESSINGS IS ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL....IT GIVES A LOT OF PLEASANTNESS TO THE MIND... THE RADIANCE OF SUDARSHANA CHAKRA IS SO POWERFUL AND EQUAL TO KOTI SURYA....THE TEJAS IS TO SUCH AN EXTENT...IT MEANS IT IS INFINITESIMAL BEAUTY... THE BEAUTY OF RADIANCE CANNOT BE COMPARED TO ANY OTHER MEDIUM...THIS RADIANCE SHOULD BLIND THE IGNORANCE IN OUR MINDS.... THIS RADIANCE SHOULD GUIDE US TOWARDS BETTER COSMIC EXISTENCE TO SEE THE LORD EVERYWHERE...IN ANY THING AND EVERY THING... THE PADAM VISHNU MEANS...SARVA VYAPI....LORD IS BOTH AT MICRO LEVEL AND MACRO LEVEL...SO THE RADIANCE OF SUDARSHANA SHOULD BLIND THE IGNORANCE AND BESTOW WISDOM TO SEE THE LORD IN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING...
 MATRU HASTHENA BHOJANAM...
BAARYA HASTHENA THAMBOOLAM...

MOTHER IS AN EMBODIMENT OF MOTHERLINESS... THE MOTHER IS SAKSHAAT ANNA POORNI... SHE TAKES UTMOST CARE OF THE CHILD... A CHILD NEEDS TO FED BY THE MOTHER... WHEN THE MOTHER FEEDS THE CHILD WITH HER HAND IT PROTECTS THE CHILD IN MANY WAAYS...EVEN FROM DRISHTI DOSHAM ETC., FURTHER FOOD FROM THE HAND OF THE MOTHER SOOTHENS THE CHILD'S MIND TO GROW IN TO A BETTER PERSON....SO MATRU HASTHENA BHOJANAM....

THE BOY GROWS GETS MARRIED.... HE TAKES FOOD EVERYWHERE... AT HOME...AT OFFICE...IN HOTEL...IN FRIEND'S PLACE....WHEN HE TAKES FOOD AT HOME THE MOTHER OR THE WIFE COOKS AND OFFERS HIM...BUT WHEN HE TAKES FOOD OUTSIDE...THERE IS CHANCE THAT IT MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN COOKED PROPERLY...THE PERSON WHO GAVE THE FOOD MIGHT HAVE FED WITH SOME NEGATIVITY IN MINS WHICH MIGHT HAVE FOUND WAY IN TO THE FOOD ON TO THE HUSBAND'S STOMACH, DRISHTI DOSHAM ETC., IT WILL AFFECT THE MAN...SO HIS WIFE WITH ALL LOVE GIVES THE BETEL LEAF WITH BETEL NUT AND LIME, A PAAN WHICH WILL REMOVE THE ILL EFFECTS OF THE FOOD...SO...BAARYA HASTHENA THAMBOOLAM...
GREED LEADS TO DESTRUCTION....
THERE WAS A ELEPHANT BY NAME KARPURATILAKA IN THE FOREST....IT WAS QUITE HEALTHY....THE JACKALS THOUGHT IF THIS ELEPHANT IS KILLED THEN THEY CAN ALL HAVE FOOD FOR 4 MONTHS WITHOUT ANY WORRY....SO A JACKAL DEVISED A PLOT...IT TOLD THE ELEPHANT...SIR U R VERY MAJESTIC... U FIT TO BECOME THE KING OF THE FOREST...ALL THE ANIMALS DESIRE TO ANNOIT U AS THE KING OF THE FOREST...IF U CAN FOLLOW ME NOW I WILL TAKE U THRU A SHORT CUT TO THEPLACE WHERE ALL ANIMALS R MEETING TO CROWN U AS THE KING AT THE APPOINTED GOOD TIME...THE ELEPHANT TOO FELT ELATED AND WANTED TO BCUM THE KING....IT FOLLOWED THE JACKAL... ON THE WAY THE ELEPHANT FELL IN A MARSHY MUD AND COULD NOT GET UP...IT CALLED THE JACKAL FOR HELP.... JACKAL SAID...U SHOULD NOT HAVE FOLLOWED A JACKAL... WE JUST PLANNED TO KILL U AND NOW THAT IT IS CERTAIN U WILL DIE, WE WILL EAT UR FLESH FOR LONG...THE ELEPHANT PAID THE PRICE FOR ITS GREED...

MANY OF US R LIKE THIS ELEPHANT....THE DESTRUCTION WHICH WE BRING TO US IS BECAUSE OF OUR OWN GREED...
 CONSCIOUS...WHEN U R AWARE WHATS GOING ON IN YOUR HEAD..
UNCONSCIOUS...WHEN THOUHTS TAKE OVER U AND U LOOSE CONTACT WITH THE PRESENT MOMENT...
 SUM ONE WAS LOOKING VERY INNOCENT....MY FRIEND WHO WAS BY MY SIDE TOLD ME...SEE HOW INNOCENT HE IS... I SMILED AND SAID...
'HATTHI KE DAANTH...KHANE KA ALAG, DIKANE KA ALAG'...
 WHO DEPENDS ON ANOTHER MAN'S TABLE OFTEN DINES LATE..
 U NEVER KNOW WHAT IS ENOUGH UNTIL YOU KNOW WHAT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH...
 NO MATTER WHERE U GO OR WHAT U DO, YOU LIVE THE ENTIRE LIFE WITHIN THE CONFINES OF YOUR HEAD...BETTER TO CONFINE IT TO HEART THAN THE HEAD...

Nishkaama Bhakti

NISHKAAMA BHAKTHI...

SAGE MADYANTHINAR WAS IN THILLAI FOREST DOING PUJAS TO SHIVA LINGA WHO WAS CALLED TIRUMULANADAR....EVERY DAY WITH DEDICATION HE USED TO DO THE RITUALS MORE WITH A SENSE OF DEEP BELONGING AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS GOD...TIRUMULANADAR WAS PLEASED AND APPEARED BEFORE HIM AND ASKED HIM TO SPELL HIS 'ABHIISHTAM' (DESIRE)..MADYANTHINAR TOLD LORD THAT HE WANTS TO BE ALWAYS IN SERVICE TO LORD AND THAT HE NEEDS NOTHING MORE...STILL THE LORD INSISITED HIM TO ASK FOR THE BOON... MADYANTHINAR SAID....LORD IN THIS FOREST THE FLOWERS ARE ON THE TREES AND THE TREES R MOSTLY SURROUNDED BY THORNY BUSHES...I WANT TO OFFER FLOWERS TO U WHICH R NOT SPOILED ONES....SPOILED MEANS FLOWERS WITH HONEY...ONCE THE SUN RISES IN THE MORNING, THE BEES DRINK THE HONEY FROM THE FLOWERS AND I FIND THEM USELESS TO OFFER TO U...SO I HV TO PLUCK THE FLOWERS BEFORE SUN RISE AND I AM NOT ABLE TO SEE IN THE DARK...KINDLY HELP ME OUT...SO THE LORD BLESSED MADYANTHINAR WITH TIGER'S FEET AND CLAWS WITH THE SIGHT OF A TIGER..SO THAT MADYANTHINAR COULD CLIMB THE TREES IN THE DARK AND PLUCK THE FLOWERS WITH EASE WITHOUT THE THORNS PRICKING HIS LEGS....THE CLAWS WERE USEFUL TO CLIMB THE TREES AND HE COULD SIGHT SINCE HE HAD THE TIGER VISION TO SEE IN THE DARK....HENCE HE CAME TO BE CALLED 'V Y A A G R A P A A D A R'...THE THILLAI FOREST AND TIRUMULANADAR IS THE PLACE CALLED CHIDAMBARAM NOW IN TAMILNADU...THIS IS NISHKAMA BHAKTHI....


 

SAGE VYAAGRAPAADAR AFTER HIS TRANSITION FROM MADYANTHINAR CONTINUES HIS WORSHIP IN THE FOREST... HIS FATHER WHO ALSO WAS OF THE NAME CALLED MADYANTHINAR CAME TO THILLAI FOREST AND ASKED VYAAGRAPAADAR TO CUM WITH HIM SO THAT HE CAN GET HIM MARRIED..THOUGH INITIALLY RELUCTANT VYAGRAPAADAR FINALLY RELENTED TO HIS FATHER'S WISH AND LEFT THILLAI VANAM... HE WAS MARRIED TO THE SISTER OF SAGE VASHISHTA... AFTER MARRIAGE THEY WERE BLESSED WITH A SON AND NAMED HIM 'UPAMANYU'... FOR SOME TIME THEY STAYED IN SAGE VASHISTA'S ASHRAM....THE BOY EVERY DAY WAS FED BY KAMADHENU..AFTER SUM TIME THEY SHIFTED TO THILLAI FOREST... UPAMANYU HAVING BEEN FED BY KAMADHENU REJECTED ANY FOOD IN THE FOREST....SAGE VYAAGRAPADA PRAYED TO LORD TIRUMULANADA, WHO CREATED AN OCEAN OF MILK (KSHEERA SAAGARAM) AND UPAMANYU GRE BEING FED FROM THIS OCEAN....UPAMANYU BECAME A GREAT SAINT AND HE WAS THE ONE TO GIVE 'SHIVA DEEKSHA' TO LORD KRISHNA...

Amruta vaani 2

ONE WHO DWELLS IN VENGEANCE HAS TO BE READY WITH TWO GRAVES DUG...ONE FOR HIS ENEMY AND ONE FOR HIMSELF...

WHAT U DO NOT WANT TO BE DONE TO YOURSELF, DO NOT DO TO OTHERS...

 IF YOU R PATIENT IN ONE MOMENT OF ANGER, YOU CAN ESCAPE MANY DAYS OF SORROW......

INSANITY IS THE DOING OF THE SAME THING IN THE SAME WAY FOR YEARS AND EXPECTING A DIFFERENT OUTCOME...
 IM PERFECT IN MY IMPERFECTIONS...HAPPY IN MY PAIN...STRONG IN MY WEAKNESS AND BEAUTIFUL IN MY OWN WAY BCOS IM JUST MYSELF..
TURN THAT ANGER OR HATE IN TO LOVE...GOD WILL BE WITH U...
MOSTLY I SPEAK FROM THE HEART...FOR MIND IS MORE TUTORED BY THE SOCIETY....MIND IS DOCTORED TO PLAY TRICKS.... HEART DOESNT KNOW ALL THAT...EVEN MY MIND SPEAKS...I KEEP ALWAYS A WATCH DOG TO SUPERVISE IT AND THAT IS THE HEART...HEART OVER MIND OR MIND OVER HEART...ITS BETTER IT IS 
HEART OVER MIND... MIND WILL BE UNDER CONTROL....
LIFE AT PEAK IS JUST A MOMENT....IT CANT BE BEYOND THAT...BUT LIFE AT THE VALLEY IS MORE PEACEFUL FOR IT IS MOMENT TO MOMENT..
 DAILY I TRY TO UNWIND MYSELF ATLEAST A BIT AND TRY TO MAINTAIN THAT LEVEL...NEXT DAY A LITTLE MORE... AS I UNWIND MYSELF I AM ABLE TO SEE A CLEAR PICTURE OF HOW MUCH WINDING AND LEARNING HAS DONE HARM TO MY INNOCENCE.

 HEART OVER MIND OR MIND OVER HEART...ITS BETTER IT IS HEART OVER MIND... MIND WILL BE UNDER CONTROL....
 
 THE VERY FUNCTION OF THE MASTER IS TO INSTILL THAT KIND OF AN ENERGY IN HIS DISCIPLE, SUCH A MAGNETIC FORCE THAT U R DAY BY DAY PULLED IN TO IT AND SLOWLY THE EGO SELF STARTS DISAPPEARING AND U HAVE BECOME ONE WITH THE COSMIC EXISTENCE OF REALITY....SOME HOW IF THIS HAPPENS I WILL CALL IT REAL DEATH....

 LORDS GRACE IS MAGNIFICIENT...EVERY DAY HE MAKES U SLEEP... DURING A GOOD SLEEP, U DUNNO WHAT REALLY HAPPENS... ITS A SMALL DEATH WHICH HAPPENS EVERY DAY....ULTIMATELY HE PREPARES US FOR THE FINAL JOURNEY BY GIVING 'ON THE JOB TRAINING' EVERY DAY....WHY FEAR DEATH?

 THE OTHER DAY SUM ONE SAID...GURUJI I WOULD LOVE TO KEEP TALKING WITH U....I WANT TO KEEP LISTENING TO U ALWAYS.... I SAID...OK NO PROBLEM... I WILL SIGN A CONTRACT WITH U... EVERY DAY ONE HOUR WITH U... 365 DAYS IN A YEAR... PER HOUR MY FEES IS RS.5000/- AND IT WORKS OUT TO RS. 18,25,000/-... A RETAINER FEES OF RS. 1,75,000/- PER YEAR...TOTAL IT WORKS OUT TO 20,00,000/- PER YEAR...THEN SINCE U R ONE OF MY IMPORTANT CLIENT, I EXPECT U TO SUPPORT ME FOR MY YAGNAMS AND PRAYOGAMS...ANOTHER 5 LAKHS...TOTAL 25 LAKHS... WHEN SHALL WE SIGN THE CONTRACT...HE WAS STUNNED... I SAID I AM A MASTER...DONT PLAY TRICKS WITH ME... NEITHER I HAVE THAT KIND OF A TIME NOR U HAVE THAT KIND OF A DEDICATION....WITH MASTER ITS NOT CHIT CHAT OR TIME PASS...MIND U...KEEPING COMPANY OF A MASTER IS LIKE KEEPING COMPANY OF A TIGER... SO BE AWARE OR BEWARE.

SUM ONE ASKED ME....WHY DO U KEEP ON SAYING THIS TO ME?
I SAID...AS LONG AS I AM A MONK, MY JOB IS TO STRIKE THE BELL EVERY DAY MANY TIMES.

 A HUSBAND AND WIFE USE TO KEEP ON QUARRELING...
I USED TO INTERFERE AND STOP THE NONSENSE...
THEY DIDNT LIKE THIS......IT WAS LONG SINCE THEY SLAPPED EACH OTHER AND WERE LONGING TO DO IT...
SO ONE DAY WHEN THEY WERE QUARRELING AS USUAL I INTERFERED.. THEY STOPPED AND ASKED ME...GURUJI WHY DO U DO THIS? EVERY TIME WHY DO U INTERFERE AND STOP IT?
I SAID...SINCE U CALL ME UR GURU....THATS MY JOB...
'MAAN NA MAAN MAIN THERA MEHMAAN'....

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Amruta Vaani 1

THERE MAY BE A LOT OF PPL WHO WILL BE ADVISING U TO DO THIS TO DO THAT...PLEASE BE VERY MUCH BEWARE OF THEM...THEY WILL SAY U NEED TO CHANGE...THEY WILL SAY THIS IS NOT THE WAY...INSTEAD OF YOUR CHANGING ITS BETTER U DROP THAT PERSON...KEEP A SAFE DISTANCE FROM ALL THESE GOOD INTENTIONED PERSONS...U HAVE A BAROMETER INSIDE U WHICH GUIDES U ALWAYS... U WILL BE CHANGING BASED ON YOUR OWN INNATE EXPERIENCE AND THAT CHANGE WILL NOT BE VISIBLE OUTSIDE..IF CHANGE IS OUTWARDLY VISIBLE THEN ITS A SHOW OFF, A DRAMA...

TO FALL IN LOVE MEANS U R A BEGGAR...
TO RAISE IN LOVE IS WHAT IS NEEDED...THEN U R AN EMPEROR...
BE AN EMPEROR...DONT BE A BEGGAR... 

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART...THATS WHERE UR MASTER SITS...

 IF U R OPEN THE U CAN LISTEN TO THE SONG OF GOD...WHEN U R OPEN GOD STARTS POURING IN TO U...U CAN SEE HIM EVERY WHERE...IN ANYTHING AND EVERY THING.... THEN LIFE WILL BE A CELEBRATION... ITS NOT THAT U WILL RUN AWAY FROM YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES...BUT U WONT FEEL THE BURDEN OF IT WHEN U R IN SEQUENCE WITH HIM..THEN LIFE BECOMES A CELEBRATION...

THE TRUE LOVE AFFAIR IN ONE'S LIFE IS SEARCH OF GOD...




EGO HAS CERTAIN COUSINS....JEALOUSY, POSSESSIVENESS, PREJUDICE, BIAS, UNCONSCIOUSNESS...EGO MEANS U HAVE NOT KNOWN ANY MOMENTS OF JOY OR BLISS... JEALOUSY MEANS U HAVE BEEN LIVING IN MISERY... U R MORE A PATIENT AND NEED TREATMENT...WHEREVER EGO EXISTS MISERY WILL EXIST...WHEREVER JEALOUSY EXISTS MISERY WILL EXIST...JEALOUSY IS A BY PRODUCT OF MISERY... IF U R JEALOUS, U WILL BE SUSPICIOUS... U WILL BE AGITATED...FOR SUCH A PERSON LIFE WILL BE A CURSE... ONCE U R CAUGHT IN THIS CYCLE, LIFE WILL BE MISEABLE AND SUICIDAL... IF U R CONSCIOUS AND AWARE U CAN EXTRICATE URSELF FROM THIS MISERY AND LIFE WILL BE A CELEBRATION...

SUM ONE SAID...SUM TING IN ME TELLS ME THAT WHEN I CUM TO SEE U I SHOULD DRESS UP WELL AND COME...VERY RIDICULOUS... U MUST UNDRESS UR INNER SELF AND CUM BEFORE THE MASTER WITHOUT YOUR EGO AND PRIDE... MASTER IS NOT BOTHERED ABOUT UR DRESS OR LOOKS OR AGE OR SEX OR COMMUNITY OR NATIONALITY TO WHICH U MAY BELONG TO... EVERY ONE NEEDS AN ADDRESS AND HE DOES KNOW THAT U BELONG TO SUM THING...BUT LET UR ADDRESS BE DEVOID OF EGO, PRIDE, JEALOUSY, POSSESSIVENESS, PREJUDICE, BIAS, HATE ETC.,...THERE IS NO END TO THIS LIST...
NIRVANAM SUNA VAHANAM... COME WITH A FREE PURE HEART WITH FAITH AS THE KEY, LIKE THE DOG TO THE MASTER....LORD BHAIRAVA WAITS TO RECEIVE U WITH JOY....THEN ITS TIME TO CELEBRATE WITH THE MASTER...

SUM ONE TOLD ME....GURUJI I WILL FOLLOW WHAT U SAID AFTER 2 YEARS BY THE TIME MY SON WILL BE SETTLED AND MY DAUGHTER WILL BE MARRIED... I SMILED AND SAID...NOW OR NEVER...

THE BASE OF FORGIVENESS IS LOVE...LOVE CAN NEITHER HURT NOR CAN BE VIOLENT...LOVE CANNOT BE POSSESSIVE... U CAN POSSESS A CAR, A HOUSE BUT NOT A PERSON... HENCE IN THE NAME OF LOVE U CANNOT POSSESS A PERSON FOR TO POSSESS A PERSON IS VIOLENCE... LOVE CANNOT BE VIOLENT... HENCE IF U R IN LOVE U WILL ALWAYS FORGET THE ACT AND FORGIVE THE PERSON...NOT FORGET THE PERSON... THEN UR LIFE WILL BE A CELEBRATION FOR IT IS FLOWERING...